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my babies and cubs

I'm 6 month's pregnant but i look like I'm about to pop. Well the pregnant life has been hectic everyone is walking on egg shell's with me I've been constantly moody and guess what has happened. Well the mother of all my 4 kids has finally showed up like two months ago if I'm not wrong saying she wants her kids and Dom back that woman is a psycho I'm telling you after 4 years and now she comes back hai o nale sibiti.

She's actually in a hotel i think she comes here almost everyday to prove her love to the kids but i don't see any of them forgiving her but i could never know. Well my relationship with Dom i don't know it's emotionally draining i thought it was because of pregnancy but no i don't think Its because of pregnancy. Ever since Busi(baby momma) came his been distant and it's draning me cause it seems like I'm alone in this pregnancy.

I feel like this is a curse every time I get pregnant something happens to the relationship. I don't advice anyone to get pregnant while still in a relationship as girlfriend and boyfriend

Well today we have a meeting Me ,Busi and Dom well Dom was the one who called the meeting . I think the they have arrived cause i was putting Don in bed. Funny thing my stomach started showing 2 months ago and now i look like a balloon.

I enter the lounge and seems like Busi and Dom were already engaging in a conversation. I sit down on a one sitter couch for balance.

"Well Una you know Busi the mother of my kids". Ehh wow she's now their mother. "Busi is trying to fix her relationship with the kids and it's been over 2 months. As you know Una i want my kids to feel both the parental love mother and father...". He gotta stop there.

"So what am i to the kids?".

"Your their second mother". Yoh maybe I'm not hearing nicely. "As i want the kids to have a relationship with their mother i think it's best if she moves in the house so that she can be close to them".

"I've put up with alot of bullshit she is not going to move in my house she's going to stay in the cottage".

"I can't take my wife to the cottage".

"Wife?? Wife Dom what the hell didn't you guys divorce?".

"No we didn't divorce i want to retry a relationship with her and you'll be the second wife". Why does the world keep hurting me like this.

"Y'all probably think I'm crazy right this is a joke right". The silence proves that they are honest Busi looks happy. "We are inlove Dom don't you remember?why are you hurting me like this ".

"I love you both. Please don't put me in a position where I have to choose between both of you. Your both the mothers to my children ". Yoh guys I'm so angry right now I'm actually having a headache I'm also crying .

"Rubbish Dom this is utter rubbish you love this woman who keeps on breaking your heart a lady who kept you away from your kids a woman who does not like to see you happy. You know what your so embarrassing and I'm disappointed in you why do you keep on going to someone who hurt you . It's funny how i thought you were different but your just a do...uhh..shit". My stomuch is so painfull . I pray it's not what i think it is. I touch my stomuch and i look down to see blood in my pants.

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I open my eyes and I'm at a blank space it's cold.

"Don't worry your happines is close but be patient. Go and come back". I look around in the empty room and there's no one.

My body is shaking i need to hold my breath i need to stay calm.

"We are loosing her". I hear shouts. I open my eyes and the light is to much i blink again 3 times and try holding my breath. I slowly stop shaking with the nurses looking at me shocked.