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my sunshine

Una

My heart is beating fast. We in the car going back home, she's crying in my arm's . I wish i can take all her pain away,i wish i can get rid of the trauma went through. It's a bad world out there, i know I'm not a saint but i only sell gun and drugs not transport girls or woman. The Sie Collinś don't allow that we do clean buisness, i know guns and drugs kill people but we just selling them to people who are responsible not to the nyaope(drug) boy.

"I'm here okay". I reassure her again while she sobs in my chest. My heart breaks in a million pieces.

We arrive at home and i had Mthunzi carry her on his back, at first she was skeptical till i told her his my fiancee. We walk in the house with her on Mthunzi's back and take her to the lounge where is full of the girls. The minute we walk the room goes quiet they mostly looking at me, im sure they scared except Kamo but that topic is for another day.

"Mama can you please organize a room for her next to our room". I ask Madlamini and she nods walking upstairs to prepare the room. Papà side eye's me. Hai this old man.

I look at my girl who looks peacfull on Mthunzi's back.

"Are you fine my baby?". I ask her and she nods. "Would you like to sit down ". I ask again.

"No i prefer here". She says softly holding Mthunzi tighter. I crack a little smile .

"It's fine baby but i want you to go bath before we sleep".

"I don't have clothes". She states.

"Don't worry you'll wear daddies shirt and then we'll go buy clothes tomorrow ". I point out.

"Okay". She gets down . We start walking up the stairs.

I've opened up the bath water for her and laid out Mthunzi's shirt for her. Well she's bathing in our room.

When she's done i wash the bath for her, while she wears some the shirt and my short. I walk out and she looks cute , omg i can't wait to ask her if she'd like me to adopt her but I'll do it when i can see gore shes settled.

We walk to the kitchen and we make food and go join the others in the lounge. She sits next to me and Mthunzi.

" Everyone must wake up and clean this lounge tommorow cause i don't even know why your eating in my lounge where else there is a dining room". I complain more to myself cause i let them eat here.

"Hau Una ". Siphe says.

"I'm telling you maDlamini is not gonna clean here and we don't want the old man killing us". I laugh looking at papà cause he does not like being called old man.

"Old man is that son of yours ". He stated and everyone laughs.

"I don't want to fight with you old man so this is Ukuhle everyone the child i informed all of you about . The one I'm willing to move mountains and shape the world a triangle because of her. This is my abandoned bundle". I say with a smile on my face. I love this child so much.

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It's been three months, and my life has made a big turn. I'm a mother to 2 children and i don't think I'm really ready to have another one yet cause i want to focus on these 2 special human beings of mine. It's safe to say Ukuhle is the happiest and she's doing online schooling and she goes to therapy two times a week. Mthunzi and her are so close i feel jealous and Don is always by my hip. I've been taking birth control pills behind his back i really can't with kids at this time . Me and Mthunzi are thinking of buying a new house to accommodate our little family which is going to be 'big soon'.