Mthunzi
Today i woke up early to go to the office so i can avoid my wife. What she said yestarday really pissed me of, why would she think of ending our relation just for a throne. She knows i'll always choose her. She is my first priority.
I know we've got kids and its selfish of me to put her first but without her there would be no kids. So its forever and i dont want her to think that our relationship is a partime thing, i love her so much and if being with her means throwing all i know and all i've learned than i'm willing to do so.
Una is perfect for me in every way her walk, her smile, her body, her dominance ,how she rides me lord bless my soul . That woman is just a package and i love that package and if that package can get lost i'll also get lost cause that package was starting to become my purpose. I used to be worried when i was young saying what if my soulmate is not the one i really like, but i've been proven wrong by seeing Una's presence. She makes life worth living for but i sometimes feel like i'm not enough for her and today is one of those days.
I love Una but i feel like she loves herself more than she loves me. I know about the birth control pills that is why i exchanged them with vitamins. She might be pregnant as we speaking. I hate how our relationship is just breaking apart because of her.
I've been so caught up in my mind that i didn't realise it was lunch. I hear a knock on my door. I say a low come in and it's my assistant.
"Mrs Zulu is here sir". My pa informs me. I release a sigh.
"Let her in". 30 seconds later my beautiful wife enters with Micheal kors bag i bought for her . She changed her style she's wearing a nice spring dress with some nude flat sandles that show's of her white coloured nails. Everyday i just realise that this woman is beyond beautiful. I think okay let me correct that , i know i'm dating on of the most beautiful woman in the world. Una was built with perfection.
"You left early today my love". She comes over to my side and kisses my forhead and returns to sit on the chairs infront of me.
"I had alot of work". I lie cause i didnt even do anything all i've been doing was thinking of her.
"You cant lie to me baba and this is something we need to discuss we cant run away from our problems".
"Una don't tell me you came all the way here to tell me this, i thought you already made your decision". I'm starting to become angry.
"You have to got to understand baby i want my children to live a normal life baby i dont want them to stress about joining the monarchy meaning they have to have an arranged marrige . No that's not what i want for them".
"Una this is their fate , they have the zulu surname meaning the crown and kingdom is where they belong".
"I don't think it is fair at all Mthunzi. Are we in an arranged marriage ? No meaning we cant make our children experience that" .
"I ses you wanna leave me Una you wanna go back to your exe's like you left before". Shit that just came out.
"You know what let me leave cause everytime i try to renew my life and all there's always that one person who'll try to bring me down but now it happended to be someone who i call my husband. I'm tired of this bullshit i'm leaving with all my children since the belong to my exe's maybe also our babygirl is my ex child who knows? ". She walks out after that. I pack my things and rush behind her. I see the elevator closing and rush down the stairs.
When i reach the bottom she's getting out the elevator. I rush to her and stop her.
"Baby please stop". I stop her.
"Mthunzi leave me alone please!!". She shouts.
"Dammit!! UNA YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT YOU DON'T GIVE ME THE TIME OF THE DAY. I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING BUT I CANT HELP BUT QUESTION OUR RELATIONSHIP". I shout at her.
"Is love enough Mthunzi ??CAUSE YOUR ALWAYS BRINGING MY PAST. LOVE IS ALSO ABOUT TRUST BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TRUST IN ME SO LET'S FORGET . I GUESS WE ARE REALLY NOT MEANT TO BE". she tries to free herself from me . When i look back i see people looking at me.
"I PROBABLY LOOK LIKE A FOOL HERE FIGHTING FOR YOU , BUT IM WILLING TO LOOK LIKE IT BECAUSE I CANT AFFORD TO LOOSE MY FAMILY. I CANT AFFORD TO LOOSE THE WOMAN WHO CHANGED MY LIFE BY MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST MAN. MAZULU LOVE IS ALWAYS ENOUGH WHEN IT COMES TO YOU, I MIGHT BRING OUT LOVE BUT I ALSO BRING OUT LOYALTY. YOU THINK LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH ? HOW ABOUT THE TIME WHERE YOU LEFT AND I FELT INCOMPLETE?? UNA YOU ARE MY STRENGTH FUCK IT , I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU BABY YOUR MY LIFE". Una breaks down crying . "I'm afraid to loose you again". I pull her into a hug.
"I love you to Mthunzi and i'm willing to take the postition of being next to you next to the throne , till death we're still going to say".
"Baby are you serious?". I ask her pulling out of the hug with a big smile.
"Its always been you". She smiles back at me and i crash her lips with a kiss.
"I love you so much and i no more want to see
you cry it crashes my soul". She lightly hugs me.
"Baby I have a surprise for you but you'll have to wait till late tonight ".
Okay guys I also know this chapter is short but I hope we all compromise here because it has been tough these couple of months . And please keep in mind I'm still in school and writing is not like reading.
I also want to thank each and every individual and I wanna say please follow my personal instagram account which is @cy4ber.u3na_ thank you❤️
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