Bad Kitty (Zarry)

Chapter 28

Zayn(POV)

Harry had been curled up to my side ever since we got to the Cafe, looking out the glassy window with this cutie on my side. Now's not the time to be thinking such things when i have a whimpering man clinging to my arm as if i was going to leave him like everyone else. 

Taking a deep breath, i looked down at the shivering lad. He had his eyes closed, nose red from all the sniffing and wiping he was causing on himself, hands squeezing the shit out of my skinny arm as he curled in even closer than before. 

He wouldn't even look up at me, people kept staring and whispering things to one another. I ignored their nasty looks, i ignored the way they pointed at us with such disgust on their faces. Sitting on the same side of the booth with this sad Hybrid next to me, i felt horrible for what he had been going through. 

He doesn't deserve this shit, he doesn't deserve to be treated like shit and thrown over the edge like some hideous animal that wasn't supposed to be loved like another human being would. We hadn't spoken ever since sitting, we haven't even glanced into each others eyes without looking the other way.

 I wanted to break the silence and take him back to my place, i couldn't though. Perrie was still there, Louis even texted me, telling me that she was throwing her clothes in a bag and some food that she had bought for the house.

 I guess she's taking this a lot worse than i have ever thought she would, not caring about what else could be going on. I tightened my arm around Harry's shoulder.

''I don't know what happened over at Niall's place but i don't think i want to know either. I don't want you to tell me anything that will bring back memories of what had made you so upset like this. I do want to make you feel better and safer than ever, i don't think it's best to talk about it right now. Do you want to or not?'' 

Hoping he would give me a sign of happiness since he's with me again, he didn't even shake his head 'no' or nod for a simple 'yes' I shut my mouth from wanting to speak again, we had only ordered Hot chocolate and that was about it. Harry shifted a bit, not breaking loose from my grip.

''Zayn i really do love you, you know that right? I don't know if it's a kind of friend love or more but i don't want you to ever leave me alone. I like when you try to talk to me, when you want to chase after me, i liked when you fought over me when Mikey was in the way of it all. I could feel the jealousy from your touch, i could see it in your eyes when you stood up in anger. You don't need to hide any of that from me, i care too much to not see any of that. Mikey was at Niall's and i guess they just started arguing and i got tired of it. Mikey wanted me to move in with him and leave Niall. Please don't get angry, i'm not even close to wanting to be with either of them when i have you.'' 

I wanted to call Niall and bitch that midget out but i couldn't. Harry chose me over everyone else that had been so sweet to him, he chose me and no one else. 

Squeezing the crying lad again, i looked outside the window as people walked by with umbrella's in their hands and newspapers over their heads. Smiling lightly, i wanted that...I wanted a relationship where i can hold someone and let them talk their little lives away, Perrie was like that though so why couldn't i just be happy?

 ''You're stressing, you need to calm down and maybe talk to Perrie and tell her that it was all a mistake. Win her back, i hate to say it but you need her more than you need some fuck up like me in you're life. She can give you things that i can never be able to afford.'' 

Pushing him off, not too hard since i didn't want him thinking that he was trash.

''Look at me and i want you to listen as well, i don't fucking care about what you can and can't get me in life. I don't know what happened with me and my relationship but ever since you came into my life, something inside me had sparked, something that hadn't sparked in so long. I fucking care about you and rather you like it or not...I have more love for you than just friendship shit. I don't care what Perrie says and does, you're the one i had wanted from the beginning. I guess that's the reason why my mind was pushing you away but my heart knew what it wanted. You're not some stupid creature that can't do anything right, you're a man that has feelings and emotions that can't be crushed. You're not an animal, you're not stupid, you're not ugly, you're nothing like that and i fucking love that about you. You're strong, gorgeous, and you have such an amazing sense of humor. You're telling me not to leave you but it's me...It's me thinking that you'd leave without saying anything. I don't want you going anywhere, i want you here by my side and making me happy like you have been deep down inside.''