Bad Kitty (Zarry)

Chapter 44

Harry(POV)

Home...That's what i'm usually calling this place that belongs mostly to Zayn. We had arrived home two hours ago, he didn't talk, look, nor touch me. 

I don't think that he's still mad at me, he kissed me and told me that he loved me. I'm not going to push him though, I don't want to piss him off while he's in his own little world. I know that he's upset with me about the whole Perrie thing, i know that he's upset about Louis passing but i didn't even know about that. 

I can't believe Louis is actually gone...What had happened to him? Was he murdered by the same person that had murdered Perrie? Who was causing all these scenes and getting away with it?   

Struggling with the white tank that i was wearing, black sweats that were fitted around my hips and my fluffy red Christmas socks that Liam had got for me a few weeks ago.

 I'm not ready for Christmas anymore, not even that excited about present day since everyone around us is either getting hurt or murdered out of thin air. I sat in front of the fire place, staring into the fiery flames of the wood being burned and the sounds of it's yelps being heard.

 I sat patiently, waiting for Zayn to come back from the kitchen he was currently chilling in. He wanted to make a phone call, hopefully a phone call to someone i know, i don't want him going behind my back like i had when it came to Perrie.

 I wiggled around on the carpet, listening carefully as my ears adjusted to the sounds of his lovely voice. 

''I know Li...I can't believe she's gone and now Louis...Like what the fuck is going on? Do you think that maybe...maybe um...never mind. We'll talk when we're alone mate, i have to go now. I just called in at work and i told Cameron to take over for me. She's not doing anything anyways since she's bored out of her head so might as well give her something to do.'' 

I felt very confused, hurting deeply as he didn't want to talk about what was going on when he knows that i'm around. 

''I know mate, i don't think it was him either but you never know. Ever since....ever since he came into our lives, he's been causing somewhat of trouble...I'm talking about fights and now two people murdered.'' 

Okay now i'm really curious, what are they talking about and who are they talking about? Ever since who came into their lives?

 Are...are they talking about me or somebody else? I felt the urge to crawl over to Zayn and rub my face against his hand, was he talking about Michael?

 I understand if it's him but than again...Niall had said they were friends with Michael for awhile now, so who are they talking about? 

They can't be speaking about me, i have done nothing wrong but live under Zayn's roof and of course hold back the rumor about Perrie. 

''I don't even know anymore, i'm still not done Christmas shopping, i haven't even paid for my fucking phone bill, the party i'm throwing down here might not even make it since my damn friends are dying and there's a dick head of a murderer out there....or somewhere around here who doesn't give two shits about what he's doing or who he's doing it to. Just...Do you and Niall want to come over for the night? Spend Christmas Eve with Harry and I?'' 

That hurt, that hurt a whole lot. I thought Zayn wanted to spend our present day together and without dealing with the other lads getting in the way of our love making...That's if Zayn was planning on giving himself up to me and taking me in without prep. 

I'd let him fuck me however he wants, knowing that he's a major top gives me heavy feelings about myself. 

Better than having two bottoms...I never liked admitting to myself that i would bottom out with someone, actually i never admitted to wanting a man in my life to complete me whole.