Bad Kitty (Zarry)

Chapter 29

Harry(POV)

Zayn and Michael were once again together, not in a good way either. I scooted in between Zayn and Mikey as they made no move to talk, no move to even open their mouth while glaring at one another.

 I don't need this shit again, i have caused everyone enough trouble and i don't need them bickering at each other without someone here to break it up. 

Slowly moving to face zayn as my back was to Mikey who only huffed out. Ignoring the sudden mood change from Mikey, i cupped Zayn's cheeks in my shaky hands while bringing all his attention on me and only me.

 I don't want him stressing over another man who wanted my heart, i already know who i want and that's not changing. Weakly smiling at the skinny tan man, i pecked his nose while moving away and grabbing mikey by his arm.

''What the hell Harry, why would you just kiss him like that? I thought you liked me? I thought you wanted to work something out and move in with me? Am i not good enough for you, did i tell you all the wrong things to push you away? Please, i'm sorry love. I can change all that, i can make you happy and i can give you everything you want. I'm not one to spoil but i can try and i'll be there for you when needed or not. Just...Just please don't leave me harry. You make me happy and without you, i'm nothing.'' 

Feeling really bad for what i had put him through, i don't even know what i want for myself anymore. 

Why would i even put all these nice men in a situation like this when i'm the problem? Wiping the stray tears that had fallen from his beautiful blue eyes, looking over my shoulder to see Zayn glaring at the man i had been trying to talk to.

''Mikey...You know i care about you and how you feel, please don't beat yourself up because of me. I'm sorry, i really am but i have had strong feelings for someone else and i'm sorry for leading you on like that. You're a great lad and i hope the best for you, i want to be you're friend without ruining anything between us. I guess i already did that though, seeing that you were growing feelings for me and all that other stuff. I'm not use to this feeling, i have never had anyone want me the way you and zayn have. It makes me smile yet frown since you're both perfect in your own little ways. I don't want you getting all depressed on me now mikey, i truly care about you and your gorgeous smile. You're amazing and i like that about you, i like how you're so caring and trustworthy. Don't let this put you down just to act any different, you helped me through a lot in this little of time. I just...I just have this rope that's tying me down to Zayn's heart and it's not easy, trust me.'' 

Chuckling dryly, i had no time for jokes right now. Looking at everything else but Mikey, he slowly rose his hand to hold my face still from breaking the eye contact i once had with him.

''I love you and i want you happy, i love seeing you happy too. Don't ever stop smiling no matter how hard things get between you and someone else. I'm always going to be right by your side even if you don't think you need me there with you, i'm sorry for starting so much drama and scaring you. Darling, i'm happy to know that you had fallen in love with someone that 'Might' take care of you, i'm here for the long run.'' 

Staring with shock, i couldn't get mikey's sweet words out of my head. He's so polite, after everything that had happened with this lad and he's still here, he's still willing to work this out by being friends and friends only.

 ''I understand that you really do love this man, i can't stop you from wanting someone who has made you this happy. I know you act tough and all that shit but deep down inside i can see this innocent scared kitty boy who needs help. Don't let anyone put you down let along hurt you for what you want in you're own life. You're a strong man inside and out, very good looking to. I hope Zayn takes care of you like i would if we were together, i'm sorry for causing so much drama between any of you anyways. Don't let this bring you down, i'm here to help you now and i don't want you going to anyone else for help. I guess...I guess i'll leave you alone for a few days but if you need anything and i mean it harry, Anything at all than please call me or come by. You know where i live so don't hesitate.''