Bad Kitty (Zarry)

Chapter 42

Harry(POV)

One week before Christmas, time had gone by so fast. Zayn and I had grown closer and closer each day, he has been stuffing gift after gift underneath the big green fake tree that he had brought up from the basement down below. 

I really wanted to buy an actual tree, not bothering to ask since he's done so much already. He even let me put the angel on top of the tree, he had bought me a cute Christmas sweater that he wanted me to wear a day before present day...That's what i had been calling it since i'm overly excited for the day to come.  

I can't believe that it's almost 2016, a new fucking year to start off clean and without problems swimming in my head. 

I had been nothing but good these past few months, the only thing that i had been stressing over, was the fact that i still didn't have the guts to tell Zayn about Perrie. He thinks that she had moved on and left state or whatever, i know she didn't...We haven't even heard from Louis so this makes everything a lot easier on me. 

Louis probably left with his girlfriend for vacation but wouldn't he had let everyone know about him leaving? Wouldn't he had told someone like Zayn, Niall or maybe Liam first? 

None of this makes sense, nobody was really talking about Louis nor Perrie. Niall seemed to have caught on about Perrie though, he's the one that mentioned the whole 'Running away with another man' how come the NEWS hasn't said anything about her identification, wouldn't her parents had called Zayn by now? Or at least told him when it first happened?

 Wait...that's the thing, they tried ONCE, my being the devious little cat i am...I had deleted their number along with voice messages they had left. Making sure that Zayn had them blocked on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. 

I don't want anyone telling Zayn about her, he seemed so happy and outgoing at the moment. Cooking in the kitchen with Liam and Niall talking his ears off.

 I sat in front of the fire place, staring at the dim orange light that was eating up the wood Liam had tossed inside the chimney. 

I placed my hands on my lap, looking down at the thin black jumper that belonged to Zayn. I love wearing his clothes sometimes, makes me feel safe and all that other gushy shit. 

I took a sip of my warm milk, staring down at the white liquid that swooshed around the shiny glass. I could see my own reflection, staring into my own eyes as i saw guilt and anger building up. 

Bags had taken over, my lips had chapped up since the cold made it's way throughout the whole house. My face was indeed paler than ever, knowing that i didn't get enough sun due to the fucking weather outside and how it hates on me sometimes.

 I picked at my baggy black sweats, it was one of my presents that Zayn let me open last night. He's always getting me things that i don't want nor need, it's the thought and love that counts. 

If i had money and a job than i would have done the same exact thing, who would hire me though? Zayn doesn't even want me working under his store, he says that it'll draw attention and that there are people out there looking for hybrids which is stupid since people still believe in us. 

I wanted to laugh because it's true, we do exist...Well, i exist so that's one problem that we need to fix. Having to hide all the time is making me feel very insecure about myself and having to lie about who i am to people who know Zayn outside this house...It makes me mad because i want friends like Liam and Niall, i don't give a shit about Louis or where the hell that squeaky voice midget is.

 I'm so glad he's not here, he's been the one person who has succeeded in getting under my skin like no other. At least he's not going to be a bother anymore, i guess i can relax for a few days or whatever but having the other two lads here without giving Zayn and I any privacy, that's not going to work with me.