part 4

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I was still in Catherine's house debating with myself whether I should leave or not. Meanwhile we were done eating and I had helped her clean up. We were just sitting around the table in complete silence when I decided to break it.

"Uhh miss, I think I should get going. I have to study for tomorrow."

"First of all, stop calling me miss. We don't have that much of an age gap after all. You can leave if you want to, just know that you are welcome anytime, ok?"

"Okay mi-, oh Catherine, see you tomorrow. Bye!"

"Bye Vic!"

Catherine's POV

Since the first time I saw this girl I couldn't believe how beautiful she was. It's been almost a month and we've become something like friends. But I don't want that. I don't want to be just friends with her. She makes me feel thinks I know I shouldn't feel but I can't help it. Everytime I'm close to her I just feel like I can't keep myself away from her. Why did we meet again? Why did she have to be the one to find Max? What are the odds? It's like the universe is conspiring to bring us closer with each other.

Everyday I can't seem to take my eyes off of her and sometimes I catch her looking at me too. I don't know if she feels the same way though. Today was my chance to make a move or at least let her know about my feelings. But I can't. I'm too scared of her rejecting me to do so. And even if something happens and we somehow end up together we must keep it a secret. What will the society think? We are both women, I'm her coach and most importantly she's underaged. I don't know what I'm going to do, but whatever it is, I have to do it fast... She's driving me crazy.

Victoria's POV

Since I left Catherine's house I hadn't stopped thinking about her. How had I been so lucky? The more time I get to spend with this woman the craziest I seem to become about her. The way she looks me in the eyes when we are talking...Oh Lord, I could pass out right then and there.

Tomorrow is Friday and I have to give an important assignment to my history teacher. She said our grades of this semester would be mainly based on this. Anyway, I spent around five hours reading for all my lessons until it was time to take a bath and finally go to sleep. Needless to say I was exhausted...

___the next morning___

Today I just couldn't get up from bed. I don't exactly know why but I was really tired and I couldn't function at all. The only thing I had in mind though, was the fact that I would go for training today. I couldn't wait.

After around fifteen minutes of debating with myself whether I should get up or not I finally did and started to get ready. I went downstairs where I found my mother making us breakfast. It smelled delicious. I sat around the table, ate as fast as I could, kissed my mom goodbye and left. I was pretty late, but I couldn't care less.

On my way to school I arrived at the place where I had yesterday found Max and I couldn't stop smiling. But anyway, I kept on walking until I was at school. I was around ten minutes late so I went straight to class without talking to my best friend as I normally would. The first lesson was over, when we had our first break and I went to where me and Jane normally hang out. I so much wanted to skip school today, but as I already said I had to do something important, so that just wasn't an option for me.

After around five hours school was over and I could finally go home and relax for a bit before I went to training. The minute I arrived at home I changed into my pyjamas and went straight to bed. I set an alarm for five o'clock and slept.

___two hours later___

I had just woken up, when I started getting ready to go to the field. When I was done doing so, I left and walked my usual way until I was for once again outside the stadium.

I stepped in and went straight to talk to Catherine as I knew my teammates wouldn't talk to me. I didn't know exactly what had happened and what I had done to them but I didn't care that much to be honest...

I saw her a little further away doing some exercises and I decided to join her.
When I approached her I noticed that she instantly changed her composure but I didn't think much of it.

Then I greeted her: "Hi Catherine! How are you?"

"Oh hey Vic. Everything's fine! What about you?"

"The same...How is Max? Was he injured in any way? Is everything alright?"

"Yeah he's fine! Uhh I was wondering if you would want to come to my place after the training to hang out. Maybe watch a movie...Is that ok?"

I was shocked. Had she just invited me to her house to watch a movie? Wow... What should I say? Come on Vic think fast... "Uhh yeah that's okay but I have to go to my place first and then come to yours."

"Okay let's start training now... Couldn't you bring the others?"

"Yeah sure"

___two hours later___

The training was over. Me and Catherine were the last to leave as usual and she took me home.

"Uhh could you wait for ten minutes here? I'll be fast I promise."

"Yeah take your time, Vic. I'll be fine."

"Okay. I'll be right back."

I had to go take a shower first and get ready in general. We had just trained after all... I couldn't not take a shower. When I was done, I put something nice on, informed my mother about it and I was ready to go. As for my mother... She knew that I was kind of hanging out with my coach, she just didn't know about the major crush I had on her...

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