My First Love (Lesbian)

part 5

After what seemed like ten or fifteen minutes I was ready but also really nervous. I was about to spend most of my night at Catherine's house and who knows what might happen...

I left my house and went straight to her car.

"It didn't take me long, did it?"

She then smiled at me and responded: "No Vic, it didn't."

Hearing her saying my name like that could make me melt...

That's when she started driving and we were on our way to her house. Throughout our ride there was mostly silence, except for sometimes that we would have small talks about random things. It wasn't long until I saw that door... The same door I had found myself knocking on the day before, completely unaware of who I was going to meet.

We left the car and got inside. That's when she said: "I got some snacks. What movie do you want to watch? I'm in the mood for action or thriller..."

"What about both?"

"Yeah you're right"

After a little bit of searching we found the right movie for us to watch. I had watched it before but I didn't say anything...Catherine was way too excited about this one and I didn't want to ruin this for her.

Being here, in her house with her allowed me to see another version of her. We would normally spend sometime together after training but I hadn't got the chance to actually get to know her... At least not until now.

We brought some snacks on the table in front of us, sat on the couch and started the movie.

___half an hour later___

It's been half an hour since we started the movie and I haven't laid my eyes on the TV...Not for one second... The only thing that I was seeing and that mattered to me was her... The woman who had been sitting beside me at that time. She pulled me out of my thoughts when she asked me: "Are you bored do you want to maybe pause the movie?" We had locked eyes and I hadn't even realized that she asked me something and that I had to answer. At that time we were close...Really close.

We were still looking each other in the eyes and it was like an unknown force was pulling us towards one another. My heart was beating so fast and I felt my whole body shivering. We were getting closer and closer until we finally closed the gap between us. We kissed. My lips met hers and I felt like I was dreaming. This couldn't be happening. Were we actually kissing? Did she feel the same way about me? A million thoughts were running inside my mind. I panicked and I didn't know what to do, so I did the worst thing possible... I just stood up and left her house, without saying a word.

I started running towards my house and I felt tears running down my cheeks. What had I done? What if she didn't want to talk to me again? What if I had completely ruined the relationship that we had? After what felt like ages I was just outside my house but I didn't get in instantly. I had to wipe my tears and calm down before I did so. That's what I did and after around 2 minutes I got inside my house. Thankfully my mother was asleep so I wouldn't have to answer questions like "Are you okay?" or "Why did you come so early? Didn't you two watch the movie?".

I went straight to bed and I started crying again. I couldn't believe I had just kissed Catherine. I felt like that was the end. How could I ever go to training again? And if I did would she pretend that everything was okay? I didn't know what to do.

That was when I felt my phone buzzing. Catherine had texted me. I didn't have to courage to see what she was saying, so I just turned my phone off and tried to go to sleep. Needless to say that such thing was impossible for me that night. Not only could I not sleep but I was also crying everytime I thought of what I had done. And that went on for the whole night...

Catherine's POV

It took me sometime to realize what had happened. One moment we were kissing and the next she was gone. Why did she go? Had I done anything wrong? Maybe she didn't feel the same way about me... Such thing would literally kill me. We had known each other for not so long but I liked that girl so much. I couldn't take it if she didn't want to talk to me again.

I had to do something so I texted her: "Victoria, what's wrong? Why did you leave? Is everything okay?".

After about 5 minutes she still hadn't answered and I was really getting worried. I texted her again: "Vic, please reply. I'm getting really worried."

What had I done? Did I maybe pressure her? It seemed like she wanted it. I have to do something. I have to see her and I must know what happened. I can't let her go like this. Not her...

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