stonathan <3

chapter 4

Jonathan's pov

So I woke up in someone's bed with my head pounding and body aching in pain, I really must of drunk a lot

I get up but I guess i got up to fast because I got dizzy and fell to the floor "ow fuck" I mumbled to myself then I hear a familiar voice "are you ok" I look up to see steve sitting in the same bed I was laying in he was looking at me concerned

I stand up again this time taking my time "yeah I'm fine" I say as I rub my head then I realized he was shirtless the hell I mean whatever it's his house wait is this his room, where's Nancy, why am I in his room. I had a lot of questions but first I need some meds "you got Tylenol?" I say looking at him

He gets up and gets us both some "I gotta take Nancy home so ill be back. Make yourself at home" he says as he puts a shirt on and leaves

I look around for a while till I eventually sit on the couch and watch TV I must of zoned out because I didn't even notice steve come home and sit next to me till I felt him put his arm around me and hand on my shoulder

I jumped a little bit and asked "what are you doing" he looks at me then moves his arm to his own lap "nothing just watching the tv" he says nervously. he's really weird

I scoot over a little to the other side of the couch but after a while I decided to go home so I tell him goodbye but because I could leave he stands behind me and shut be front door and pins me against the door and him

"Steve what the heck are you do-" before I could finish he kissed me I pushed him off then punched him and rans to my car and went home

That was the weirded shit that's ever happened to me. I go to my mom and sit down I mean the kiss wasn't that bad just really awkward and weird and it was a guy I mean it's not bad to like guys but steve of all people oh hell no

And why did he even do it was he drunk again I don't even know I'm just so weirded out right now. I decided I was gonna sleep it off I have a pounding head ache and bad back pain.

After a few hours 12:00 am

So I woke up around 12 am and I went to the kitchen to get some water as im standing there drinking the water my mind starts to remember what happened and why I was in Steve's room when I woke up

Oh God I feel my cheeks flush and I drop the cup as it shattered everywhere my mom rushed out of her room "is everything ok!!" She asked in a panic

"Mom I'm fine I'm sorry I woke you!" I say in a rushed voice as I hurry and clean up the mess. I'm a blushing mess I can't believe we did that

Does he remember and was he drunk to when it happened or did he take advantage of me. I don't even know I hope he didn't.

After a lot of talking to myself in my room I finally decided to go to his house and confront him about it. So here I am a 1:32 am at steve Harrington's front door step

I know on the door A few times to be greeted with a not so happy steve he looks annoyed and tired I probably woke him up.

"What is it byers" he said clearly annoyed with me for waking him up. Maybe I should of came tomorrow or in the morning "um did I wake you" I say nervously "what does it look like" he said as he gave me a bitch look

"Look I'm sorry I wanted to talk to you about what happened last night" I say as I blush a little it's all quite for a minute and I see him blush too but after a minute he says "what about it. It didn't mean anything" I don't know why but when he said that it broke me that hurt so bad

"Bu-but we had sex last night steve don't you remember. It didn't mean anything?!" I said clearly upset but he just stared at me blankly "I remember but I was just experimenting. It didn't mean anything" he says clearly meaning it

"So you weren't drunk. You took advantage of me. ju-st to e-experiment on me!" I say on the verge of tears as he just closes the door in my face after that I just brake down in tears at his front door step I don't know why I feel like this just a few hours ago I was weirded out but him

But now my heart is so broken that I didn't mean anything to him Maybe its be I was trying to deny that I love him.. I mean I knew it was there but I didn't want to believe it now all I wanna do is crawl in a hole and die

After a hour of crying at his front door step I went home.. I layed in bed and cried myself to sleep..

Tbc

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