stonathan <3

chapter 5

Steve's pov

Ok yeah I know I seem like a big dick right now but I'm not I mean I don't know why I said that to jonathan I'm a fucking idiot. But the truth is I did experiment on him I wasn't that drunk only buzzed. but I do love him I just don't ever want him to know

I don't want to mess up what me and Nancy have whatever it is..

So I went to school and I didn't see jonathan all day he probably was too upset to come I mean who wouldn't after I treated him. I walk up to Nancy and kiss her "love you" I say as I hug her she just smiles at me

After a while I had told everyone I was having another party at my house.

So at the party billy came up to me and was telling me how he was the new king of the school and he beat my record in the beer drinking like I really care

I noticed Nancy drinking a lot I tried to stop her but I ended up spilling the drink on her I tried to help her clean it up with caused her to tell me are relationship was bullshit

Then she left. After the party was over I went to check up on her and jonathan was in her room she was cheating on me with him. I left and told my friends and they had a plain to get back at her

So the next day we write on the movies board starring the slut Nancy wheeler. She saw and got mad which ended up in Jonathan kicking my ass and getting arrested. I mean I didn't mind getting on top of him and pinning him to the floor though. If you know what I mean.

So here I am sitting in my room wondering if I should tell him maybe I shouldn't he didn't like when I kissed him so he definitely won't like me and anyways where in a fight right now he probably wants me dead

I mean who wouldn't I'm a big fat dick ok that sounded weird. I'm a asshole. A peice of shit. A waist of space...

Why did I say all that stuff to him why. I'm so fucking stupid. I feel my face begin to heat up as I start to cry a lot. What is wrong with me. I just really didn't want him to find out I liked him but now he thinks I just used him but I didn't

Maybe he does like me because he was really upset about it or it's probably because I used him and it was his first time.. I'm and idiot I couldn't of waited

Tbc

Thank you so much for reading, please make sure to comment how your doing or if you like this story, I hoped you enjoyed reading and I hope you have a wonderful day love you all and till next time

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