stonathan <3

chapter 6

Steve's pov
So a week went by from the last party I had.. and well I've been dreading going to school, jonathan has been avoiding me as well as Nancy but I did brake up with her so idk I just miss hanging out with them if I wasn't so stupid and kept my dick in my pants and my mouth shut

Maybe things would be different.. so here I am in my 3rd class of the day starring at the back of Jonathan's head. He's been skipping classes a lot this is like the first time I've really seen him all week

I sigh as I look at him with my heart hurting I really upset him and he's already lost a lot of people like his mom is at a asylum for crazy people and his brother drowned in the lake caused by his bullies

As I was starring I guess he noticed because he turned to look at me for a split second as he did that are eyes met for only a second till he looked back at the teacher

I wish I could tell him how I feel or that I'm sorry or anything but everytime I go to say something to him I freeze up and remember how much of a asshole I was to him

Maybe I should tell him that I'm sorry for the stuff I did in a letter.

So that's what I did at lunch I wrote him a letter

Dear Jonathan,
I'm sorry for the way I acted and what I did to you. You don't have to forgive me or anything I just want you to know that I'm very sorry

That I know I messed, I think of every day since the day I said that to you that's why I'm writing this letter I can't talk to you I just freeze up everytime I try to

And none of the stuff that happened was your fault it was all mine and I hope you know that

And I never used you I liked it I was just to scared to tell you because I thought you would think of me differently

Love, steve

No not love, from Steve I change love to from

From, steve

So I sneek to his locker and try to make sure no one saw me put it in there before I leave. I decided to skip my last classes and go home

Jonathan's pov

So after lunch I go to my locker to get my books for my class but went I opened my locker something fell, I picked it up and saw that it was a letter from steve I read it and almost cried, thinking of what happened before and thinking that it was my fault that I got drunk and let it happen

It's not your fault he said but isn't it I'm the one who got so care free and drunk and I mean I could of had sex with anyone or anyone could of took advantage of me.. but to be honest I'm glade it was steve I remember what happened and he was so nice and caring to me the whole time as I practically threw myself at him

But the fact that he used me was the part that hurt the most.. but now that he told me he didn't makes me feel a little better and wait he like and and thought I would think of him differently wait is he gay no bi he's probably bi if he liked it or maybe he just liked the sex not me that wouldn't make him bi if he just liked the sex

After school I went home and decided to text Nancy for Steve's number so I could tell him I forgive him lucky she gave me it without asking me why

But I decided tomorrow I will text him that I forgive him and maybe go see him

Tbc

Thank you so much for reading, please make sure to comment how your doing or if you like this story, I hoped you enjoyed reading and I hope you have a wonderful day love you all and till next time

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