Dear Diary... Nosipho's Life

Dear Diary 12... Fixing Shit

When I woke up in the morning Ashley wasn’t in bed so I brushed my teeth, washed my face and untied my hair because I had this massive headache and then I made up Ashley’s bed and went down stairs. When I got down stairs everyone was already up, Ashley was making breakfast and everyone was looking at me like I was naked or I just had sex

Me: Morning guys

Tumisho: Morning sleepy head

Tumi: Morning friend

Ashley: I thought you were still asleep, I wanted to surprise you with breakfast in bed

Me: Oh…

Tumi: Your man is being sweet and all you can say is “Oh”?

Me: Tumi not now please, I have a terrible headache

I went to sit next to Tumi, it was so awkward, we were all quiet until Tumisho started cracking jokes about his night with Tumi

Me: You guys are just too sneaky, what happened to your bathroom trip?

Tumisho: [Laughing] we searched for the bathroom and we couldn’t find it so we decided to go sleep

Me: Without telling us?

Ashley: Babe these two think we were born yesterday

Tumi: It’s not like that, we were too sleepy to come say goodnight, we didn’t even do anything

Me: [Laughing] Yeah right, and I’m Tamar Braxton’s daughter

Ashley: [Laughing] There’s no way you guys didn’t do anything

Tumisho: [Laughing] You guys are just too much

Ashley finished making breakfast and we all ate

Me: Guys can we start cleaning after breakfast? the house is a mess I don’t even want to mention Ashley’s backyard

Ashley: No, it’s fine, I have people who will be here in less than an hour to clean

After eating I went to take a shower then wore a boyfriend jean, sneakers and a white top, as I was trying to style my braids, Ashley came in

Ashley: Nosi can we finish our conversation?

Me: Talk I’m listening

Ashley: Tomorrow I’m going to the doctor with Gugu

Me: Who is Gugu?

Ashley: The girl who was here last night, the one saying she’s pregnant with my child

Me: Oh, that girl

Ashley: I just want to assure you that nothing is going to change, I love you and that will never change

Me: Except the fact that you are now a package and if I’m dating you I have to accept your child too

Ashley: You do know that I didn’t mean for any of this to happen, right?

Me: You already told me this and I won’t punish you for what you did before dating me, I’m just trying to figure out how all of this is gonna work out, already this Gugu chick doesn’t like me, so what’s going to happen when the baby comes?

Ashley: Don’t worry about her, I will put her in her place

Me: I just don’t want to end up being in a competition with her, I don’t want to feel insecure about you guys meeting to discuss the baby, driving myself insane with thoughts like what if you start liking her more or end up having sex with her, this is just too much

Ashley: That will never happen, I promise, my heart only beats for you

When he said that I kind of felt at ease, knowing that he is mine and mine alone, that was all the assurance I needed