see im not so great with introductions.. but know this fanfiction is full with drama.. read to find out though..
these story also contains vivid smut, swearing, and sensitive topics. readers advised.
word count:1053. "time to wake up bitch." maddy jumps up and down on her small ass bed.
"mm." i moan clearly tired, i stayed over and we basically just talked shit about cassie for hours straight. to be honest, i don't know why im letting myself get so hyped about this shit, it isn't a big deal at all. okay, maybe it is, because she sucked ashtray's dick or whatever, but still, im fifteen going on sixteen and she's bout to be eighteen... she'll be the one charged with pedophilia.
"ashtray has been blowing up your phone all morning." maddy hands me the phone. i take it hella excited to see what the hell he's been texting me.
messages.
ashtray- gm ma. ashtray- imy. ashtray- hmu. ashtray- come over. ashtray- we need to talk. ashtray- wake up. ashtray- yo wake up.
me- im up, im up. me- what happened? me- i miss you more.
ashtray- gonna give me a hard time to come over now
me- OMG shut up FOR ONCE BRO.
ashtray- yeah aii "bro" seen.
" gonna need a ride babes." i smile hopping out of bed. i run over to maddys closet looking for a somewhat chill outfit, but trust me in maddys closet theresnever going to be chillclothing, or nude colors, maddy HATES nude colors.
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"bitch you make my clothes look so good." maddy smiles. she had been in her pajamas but didn't give a fuck.she grabbed her keys off her vanity and we started leaving her room. we headed to her car. i got in and when i tell you i was so excited to see him even though i saw him exactly 24 hours ago. being around ash takes away all the negativity in my life. maddy seemed off today though, she was quiet and secretive.
"so have you talked to leo?" i sighed looking at her.
"no." maddy looked at me in disgust.
" what? maddy why not?" i looked at her getting upset, that could've been such a good distraction.
" he was just gonna give me dick, that's all i wanted and he wanted more with me.. so no." maddy scoffed.
"your such a slut." i smile at her. she is crazy yo. we pulled up to ashtray's house and maddy parked.
"need me to stay here or?" maddy took out her phone.
"imma stay the night if that's okay." i didn't want her to be mad at me.
"babes, that's your man, get your white ass out my car." maddy shoved me towards the door. i laugh and open it leaving. i head towards the door thinking about what ash would have to talk to me about. i knock and fez comes to the door.
"hi kid." fez eyes are watery and he seems stoned. hes stoned often but this was over board..
"fez, what's wrong." i step into the house and shut the door behind me.
"man.. im tired of this shit." fez goes onto the couch unpausing the tv.
"fez, what's wrong bro?" i walk over to him he just stays quiet. i rush to ashtray's room and he's just sitting there numbly. he looks over and his eyes are glossy. i rush over and place my hands on the side of his neck kissing him deeply with my eyes shut.
"thanks for coming ma." ashtray smiles faintly.
"of course." i smile sitting down next to him. i turn my body to face him. i place my legs on his lap and he holds them.
"man caye." ashtrays eyes water even more.
"hey..." i grab his face and a tear slips down his eyes.i bite my lips holding my tears back. seeing him hurt, hurts.
"she's gone." ashtray mumbled into my chest. my eyes widen and i jump off the bed and leave the room to the room next door. their grandmother was no longer in her hospital bed. oh... ash.. i ran back to him and jump onto the bed pulling him in for a tight long hug. he began sobbing into my chest.i slowly kissed the top of his head trying to reassure him that i was here to stay.
"im so sorry." i whisper into his ear. my voice cracking since im on the verge of tears. ashtray has never been able to call anyone family his whole life besides fez and his grandmother not blood but.. close enough, very close.
"let me get you some water okay." i whisper again he continued crying but not as hard. he lifted his face and it was soaked. i smiled faintly and dragged my hand over his cheek wiping his tears. i kissed him gently and got up and walked out the room to the kitchen. fez had been sitting right where he was but bent over and was sobbing. i bit my lip. this was so depressing. i walked over to the kitchen and opened the fridge grabbing a water bottle. i knew better not to bother fez, he's a angry crier. i just went straight back to ash's room and he had stopped crying. i handed him the bottle.
"thank you ma." ashtray grabbed it and quickly untwisted it's cap.
"mhm." i kissed him gently. i think seeing ashtray this soft opened up a clingy side of me... FUCKK.
"thank you, for being here, it means a lot." ashtray sighed as i laid back on his bed.
"of course." i smile at him then my phone goes off. i grab it off the side of the bed and see a message from a unknown number.
messages.
???- hey, it's cassie, listen i don't want any problems, can you meet me by the abandon ice cream shop near my house. please? seen.
who the fuck does this white whore thinks she is?? but hell yeah ill meet her there. cassie? baby girl. are you asking to get yo ass beat?
A/N: I HAVENT UPLOADED IN A MINUTE AND IM SO SO SO SORRY BABIESSS. I MISSED YOU GUYS. AND I DIDN'T FORGET ABOUT YALL AT ALL. ILY SMMM. AND WE REACHED 3K xoxo-j.
