see im not so great with introductions.. but know this fanfiction is full with drama.. read to find out though..
these story also contains vivid smut, swearing, and sensitive topics. readers advised.
we had checked into our hotel and the weather outside was nice, me and ashtray were okay, i trusted that there was actually a surprise and he didn't cheat, i just needed the surprise for proof.
"when your all set ma, go get dressed in something nice aii? ima show you that surprise." ashtray grabbed my waist kissing me on my temple gently. i just smiled and nodded. i opened my suitcase and grabbed out a cute tropical dress, i knew i was going to need something tropical vibed.
"baby." i sigh as he had been organizing his things into a pile. he turned to look at me seeming a little cheerful.
"im sorry." i slowly walk over, he deserved the apology. i hugged him around the neck as he hugged me by the waist. i rested my chin on his shoulder taking in his aroma.
"ma, this isn't your fault, kenzie was stupid for even wording it that way." ashtray mumbled.
"and im sorry for ruining shit between you and kenzie." i hated to admit it but i was it seemed like they were actually close and kenzie was the one with the obsession.
"ma, even if you did cause us to fall apart, i wouldn't give a fuck, if i need or want anyone it's always gonna be you." ashtray pulled me away cupping my face looking dead into my eyes. i just smile softly. i kiss him gently and he kisses me back. sometimes i don't feel my age, sixteen is SERIOUSLY making me feel twenty, it's like- what type of sixteen year old goes on vacation with her boyfriend alone across the whole country.
"go get dressed." he pecked me once more letting me go and looking back at his pile, i grab everything i need and get in the shower.
*time skip to her and ashtray getting ready.*
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i finished placing my gun into my purse, just in case of anything. thank god the airport didn't check us, i guess you can say.. california is beyond improper.
"you look gorgeous." ashtray stares at me star struck.
"stop." i blush.
"no seriously ma, i don't get why you think your so fucking replaceable, nothing and no one could ever replace you." ashtray walks over to me kissing me roughly and i kiss him back, why is he being so romantic and sweet? he heads for the door opening it for me and i walk out, we take the elevator downstairs and into the lobby, out the front entrance into another uber. i stared at ashtray the whole time, he was perfect, if you look at this kid you would never expect him to be this soft, especially for some girl, he seems like type to hate all females. he seems like the type to believe females are irrelevant and a waste of time, but he isn't that type, he took me as a prize possession, he believed so dearly that his world and life revolved around me and if he ever loss me, his world would stop, and his life would mentally and emotionally end, and i never wanted to be the reason for that, i never wanted to be the cause to ashtray's problems. i desperately wanted to be the solution.the driver slowly drove along a wooden bridge right in the sand, i saw a small platform with a table covered in silk white covers and gold outlining, candles were lit and flowers were set on the table. was this the surprise? the car made a smooth stop right in front of the platform. i got out the car rushing over as ashtray followed behind me. he stood there as i just gazed at the ocean view. this was beautiful. ashtray stepped onto the platform and pulled out a chair for me. i smiled and sat down as he pushed me in, once he did he sat in his own chair.
"this is so beautiful." i smile still looking at the view.
"i know." ashtray smirked staring at me. i caught him so i looked at him with a smile.
"what?" i giggle confused.
"your just gorgeous." ashtray sighed mesmerized.
"i love you." i blush.
" i love you more." ashtray mouthed back to me as a waiter came over.
"good evening, im recardo, how can i get you started today?" the guy bowed before us.
" we will take a coke and please add a hint of hennessy in and and the same for me but replace the drink with remy." ashtray ordered for the both of us, he knew my signature drink which i adored him for.
"right away." the guy smiled and walked away back into the bridge.
"so.. is this the surprise?" i question with a smile.
" mhm." he smirks.
"and what does kenzie have to do with this?" i look at him confused.
"well she had this idea, and i just thought it was cute and she decided to help pay for it." ashtray shrugged. your lying this bitch didn't have the heart.
"that's generous i guess but i still hate her." i shrug it off. it was honestly a sweet gesture but she's for sure kissing ass.
"she's the person i talk to when i need advice." ashtray sighs seeming ashamed.
"advice?" i look at him getting upset.
"im sorry ma, we can talk about this later okay? let's enjoy tonight." ashtray looked at me kinda begging. i nod biting my lip trying to hold so much back. so be it. he can hide shit all he wants.
A/N: hey guys i know I've been so unorganized with my work recently and its honestly because im losing so much hope in this book to the point i don't know what to do with it anymore, so please bare with me, and i hope my babes are there , i hope y'all didn't give up on me cause i love y'all. xoxo-jaylene.
