Eddie x Y/N

Chapter 13.

( an hour before the party )

Y/Ns pov:

I was looking through piles of clothes in my closet for a decent top when I finally found a cute black one.

Fast i changed into the new top, i took a seat infront of the mirror quickly curling my eyelashes and puting on some lipgloss. I didn't like wearing a lot of makeup so i just did the basics.

Eddie was coming to pick me up at any moment.

As I was fixing my hair puting it in a bun I heard a knock on the door. It was Eddie, i grabbed my jacket and went out where he was waiting for me with a smile.

He was proud of me for finally leaving the house and meeting some people.

It was dark outside and it was raining. I found it calming as I heard the raindrops hitting the windows of the car. As I looked at the raindrops on the car window I remember when I was a kid, how I use to think the raindrops were raising against each other.

I also remembered how me and Nick used to run out in the rain dancing when we were kids and stay out until we were soaking wet. Our mom would yell at us afterwards always telling us we would get sick. But we never listened.

The thought of Nick made me sad all over again. What ever I did I couldn't get over him. It was as if everything reminded me of him.

Eddie : we're here, he said pulling over.

We ran inside the house so we wouldn't get wet. There was a lot of people and extremely loud music. Different lights were flashing in my eyes and the music made my eardrums vibrate.

Eddie : c'mon, he said dragging me into the crowd.

We were soon met by Steve and Robin. Eddie started talking to them while I stood quiet to the side.

Robin: Oh Y/N how is it going have you fully healed?

Y/N : I'm a bit sore but other than that I'm ok thanks,

Robin and Steve continued to talk to Eddie,

My hand slipped into my pocket and I felt the small bag with pills. I had forgotten about thoes. discreetly I walked to the side so nobody would see me.

Usually you should take one or two pills but I swallow all of them not even giving it a second thought.

I smiled as I felt it kick in. But deep down I knew this was a shitty idea.

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Eddie's pov :

As I was chatting with Steve and Robin I turned to Y/N, she has been quiet for a while now and I wanted to see if she was okay.

I was shocked to see she wasn't there.

I looked around the crowd for her but didn't see her. There was so many people, half of which I didn't know.

I was beginning to get worried when I finally saw her. She was beside the entrance of the house. I was filled with relief.

She was talking to a random girl. Smiling and laughing like I had never seen befor.

At first I thought she was just having a good time and had found new friends but when I looked closer I realized she was high. Really high.

She was so high she was on the edge of passing out.

I walked towards her pulling her away from the crowd and into an empty room that seemed to be someone's bed room.

Y/N : c'mon... I was having a conversation, she muttered.

Eddie : what did you take? I said serious.

She laughed pulling out a small bag that I recognized right away.

Eddie : how many did you take?!

She pushed the bag towards me. I grabbed the bag and my eyes widened as I saw it was empty.

Eddie : Are you crazy!

Y/N : what.. its not that.. big of a deal, it's my way of coping.

Eddie : Not that big of a deal?! It's dangerous!

Y/N : really, she laughed. " and yet you still sell that shit"

Eddie : we're going home.

Y/N : no you don't tell me what to do, she tried to leave but I held her with a firmer grip.

Eddie : YES WE ARE, I shouted.

She got quiet.

Eddie : sorry I didn't mean to raise my voice,

She pulled away my hands walking out as I followed her. She continued walking, out of the house and into the pouring rain.

I was full of regret, worry and guilt, it was the first time I had ever raised my voice at her. I was full with guilt because it was my fault she got a hold of thoes drugs.

Soaking wet she stood there,shivering and looking confused as to what way she should take to get home.

Silently I walked up to her gently grabbing her hand and leading her to my van.

The drive home was quiet she didn't say a word, just looked out of the window.

When we finally got to my trailer, I went to my room to get some dry clothes for her.

Eddie : here, go change, i calmly said as I handed her a pair of dry clothes.

Befor I could react she had covered her mouth running to the bathroom. She barely made it to the toilet befor she threw up. I helped her holding her hair for her so it wasn't in the way. I was filled with guilt all over again.

She finally got changed and I told her to wait in the living room for me to make her something to eat.

I had just gotten finished with making a sandwich, as I walked back to the living room I saw her peacefully sleeping on the couch.

I put the sandwich down. Gently lifting her of the couch and putting her down onto my bed and tucking her in. I gave her a kiss on the cheek befor returning to the living room.

I ate the sandwich and once again returned to my room snuggling myself into bed beside her. I pulled her closer to me, hugging her gently as I fell asleep.