I want to say that I love you and I forgive you
But I don't think I'm quite ready yet
I am hesitant
I am un sure
I don't know if I mean what I say but when liquor get in my system I think about you
And how much you make my heart and love turn into pain
So when I hear other people stories I start to break down
It starts to resonate
It starts to hit me where it hurts
It starts to fester
Make a way into everything Tht I am doing
Like my art
The way I handle other people
This is eternal
The sun shines eternally
There is still a wildfire
Trees are fucking burning
People are hurting other people
I'm really concerned and
Mentally outspoken
Will I live to see you again
Like a samsara existence
