Not a Bad Guy

꧁༒☬𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 12☬༒꧂

|Third Person POV|
⚠️ Warning Mentions of Self-Harm and Blood ⚠️

Scourge was wide awake and just in the bathroom he's been thinking about this whole being a father thing, and he really hadn't been sleep because of that, and he's just holding his pocket knife looking at the cuts on his arms, he didn't really let Sonic warp them up.

"I can do this..." Scourge said to himself as he takes the knife and starts to cut the old wounds open with his knife, sure it stings but he was so use to the pain that it was kind of numb to it, he's been doing this since he was twelve. "I can do this..." he repeated as he just continues to dig the blade into his old cut wounds that pain was such a rush, but he could feel his body shaking and tears forming in the corner of his eyes, before he repeat he just dug the blade deep into his arm he was making a new cut into his flesh his blood rolling down from the cut down his arm onto the floor beneath him. He sniffs as a small whimper escapes his throat he just falls to his knees tears streaming down his cheeks, thinking about being a father just brought back memories of his own old man.

"I'm not like him..." he stammers clinching the blade in his hands as he just sat there on the floor of the bathroom.

Scourge was about to get up and check on the azure hedgehog, when a pair of arms wrap around him, the green hedgehog stiffens before his nose caught a familiar scent and he starts to relax, before he just started to tear up again.

Sonic just nuzzles his head into Scourge's shoulder, he just heard Scourge in the bathroom and wanted to check on him. "Ssh it's okay...I'm right here..." he tells the green hedgehog.

"I d-don't want to be like him..." Scourge admits covering his face with his arm, he didn't want to Sonic to see that he like this.

Sonic just takes Scourge's arm and lowers it from his face "You not like him...Scourge, I know this is something that your scared of, but your not like him..."

Scourge just blinks, his sapphire eyes was looking deep into his counterpart's emerald green eyes as if to look of any signs of him faking his words, but there wasn't and it just made the green hedgehog regret more than he would like to admit, he just rest his head on to his chest and just have a good cry.

|Scourge's POV|

I don't like talking about my old man, but if Sonic and I are gonna have a kid then. He has the right to know.

I hate how passionate, he looks his so hard to tell if he's faking this feel that he actually likes me.

Me!!
A fucking loser!!
What I have I done for him!!
NOTHING!!

And yet here he is comforting me...I feel so weak yeah I feel strong...
I just don't understand
Why?
Just why?

"And I just took a knife and just killed him...I just couldn't take it anymore, he didn't care if I died, he didn't care when he fucking had that slut...ignoring my pleads for help...the only goddamn time he cared was if I putting our name to shame!! He cared about his damn kingdom than his own son" I finished, I don't think I've had angry cried before but getting that off my chest felt good.

|Third Person POV|

Sonic was taken back by everything he heard for the green hedgehog, his father really did those things. Beat him to the point of tears, ignored him for no reason, and had a paid hooker to rape him just because of something he didn't do. The azure hedgehog had to stop and think of a response from the green hedgehog had told him is that he feared of being negligent full to the pup.