The Told Secret

TTS 6

"Talalabs sobrang excited na ako sa new MVs niyo!" Sabi ko sa kanya. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa harap ng Smart TV sa bahay namin at nakaabang sa iaupload na bago nilang MV for BaeBae and Loser. As a fan and as TOP's wife, doble-doble excitement ko.

"We don't need to see it naman. Matulog na tayo. Baka magising si Luna." Saad nito saakin. Pinapatayo niya ako mula sa kinauupuan ko.

"Ano ka ba. Umupo ka dito. Ilang buwan na akong excited dito no. You never gave me clues sa mga mangyayari sa MV. I'm excited as hell as a VIP. Duh?" As in 12MN na pero andito parin ako excited as ever. Gusto ko na talagang makita ang final product ng halos ilang buwan niyang pagkalayo saakin.

"Bukas na lang natin tignan. Come on!" Pinilit niya ulit ako pero nag matigas ako. Tumunog ang phone ko at nag text na si Dara-unnie that the MV is out.

"Waah! It's out. Refresh the site na bilis!" Sabi ko sa kanya. Nag aalangan pa nitong ginawa ang pinagawa ko.

And before my eyes is the newly released MV of my Kings. Excited na talaga akong makita yung MV.

"Play Bae-bae first! Bilis bilis!" Niyuyugyog ko siya. Bat ba parang takot tong asawa ko. Niyugyog ko siya hanggang sa nag load na at nagsimula na ang kanta.

Nakangisi lang ako at amaze na amaze sa nakikita ko sa harap ko. Napakagat din ako ng labi. All I can see are my Kings.

Naunang kunanta si GD-Oppa. Nakakatuwa yung mga scenes niya. Tapos si YB-Oppa naman, cowboy. And my Madman na.

"Hun!!!! Ang pogi mo sheet!!! Pag nakita to ng mga anak mo matutuwa talaga sila. Waaaah! My Binguuu!" Nag sisigaw ako habang gigil na gigil sakanya. Pero nakaharap parin ang mata ko sa TV. Tapos si Daesung-oppa na at Seungri-oppa na sobra ang gugwapo!!

Then napanganga ako sa nakita ko.

"BINUSOHAN MO YUNG BABAE HU CHOI SEUNGHYUN?!" I shouted pero nakatingin parin ako sa harap. I'm gripping unto his shirt. Mapupunit na to!

"NO! May inner undies sila. No!!!" Sabi nito. Napakagat ako ng labi. Natapos ang MV at di na ako kumibo. Kinuha ko ang remote at plinay ang next MV na Loser without talking to him. I have a bad feeling about this.

"NO don't watch that one please." i paused the video and faced him. Namutla siya. I have a very bad feeling about this.

"Bakit? Ano meron dito? Ano meron dito na hindi mo man lang sinabi sakin?" Sabi ko sa kanya. Nakita kong gumalaw ang Adam's apple niya. He have done something.

I played the video without waiting for his reply.

And what played over my mind na nakalimutan ko kung ano pa man ang ginawa ng iba pang members.

My husband lip locking with a girl in a bikini with my husband roaming his precious hands sa katawan ng babaeng iyon.

"Honeybaby let me explain. Wala yan. It's just part of the act. Please wala yan." I faced him. And I did felt a tear fell. I don't even know what to say.

Tumayo ako sa kinauupuan ko at di na inisip pang tingnan siya habang nakasunod saakin at nag mamakaawang pakinggan siya.

"Please I'm sorry. Please listen. Please Honeybaby, ayaw kong matulog tayo na may problema please."

"Oh really? Walang problema." Sabi ko at pasok sa kwarto namin. Nakasunod parin siya.

"They told me to do it kasi actor naman daw ako. Please Honeybaby I don't even know that girl. I'm so sorry." I faced him and I have to do what I have to do.

"Lahat ng to akin. Walang makakagamit nito kundi ako, pero pinagamit mo." Sabi ko sa kanya habang pinapahid laway ng babae sa video. Ang labi na ito ay para saakin. "Akin to, walang sino man ang gagamit nito kundi ako." Matapos kong linisan ang labi niya habang tulo parin ng tulo ang luha ko ay pinag masdan ko siya. Di na siya malinaw. Ny eyes is clouded with tears.

"Dalhin ko sa kwarto ni Marcus ang rocker ni Luna at mga bottles niya. Dun kami matutulog." Tulog ang bunso ko pero kailangan ko siyang buhatin. Pagharap ko sa kanya ay nakatayo lang siya sa harap ko and looking so helpless. I'm also helpless here.

"Put our daughter down and let's talk." Sabi niya na parang nag mamakaawa. I can't think properly. I placed Luna back sa crib niya and faced her father.

"That woman sa video ay isa sa mga models for the video."

"I am aware of that because I know you wouldn't cheat on me."

"Then please hear me out. I'm sorry, alam ko ang kasalanan ko."

"Oh you do? Then why? Why didn't tell na may makakalaplapan ka pala sa new music video niyo?" I am trying to compose myself.

"Because I don't want you to get mad at me. Just like what happend sa movie."

"And I'm not mad at you right now? I thought you know more hun."

"I was my fault. I'm sorry. Naduwag lang ako. I just...please."

"Are you gonna do this again?" Lumapit siya saakin at hinawakan ang mukha ko. He traced every path my tears rolled on to.

"I won't do this again. I won't I promise. I'll tell everything. Please, I'm so sorry." He gave me small kisses.

"I'm fully aware of what your work is. Pero naman if may makalip locking ka please can you atleast inform me? Para naman I won't have to shared saliva with that person? I would never want to taste another saliva than yours. And please understand and comprehend this thoroughly. I will only have that lips if walang kahalong ibang lips. I want you for myself and I mean it." He tried to kiss my lips but I dodge it.

"Is that thing clean?" I said while pointing at his lips. I heard him chuckle. Oh that pushed me.

"I brushed my teeth, I mouth washed and used a lip balm. Now please just give me what I own." Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. I traced his lips with my forefinger.

"Repeat what I'll say. I am Choi Seunghyun, and my lips is just for Lara Alyssa Choi. I won't and will never have a kiss from her if my lips is tainted with others saliva. And this lips is for business use only if Mrs. Choi is not using it. No other hanky panky business. For Mrs. Choi is a bad, bad enemy to fight. Now repeat." I heard him chuckle. He swept my waist towards his body.

"I am Choi Seunghyun, and my lips is just for Lara Alyssa Choi. I won't and will never have a kiss from her if my lips is tainted with others saliva. And this lips is for business use only if Mrs. Choi is not using it. No other hanky panky business. For Mrs. Choi is a bad, bad enemy to fight." Now it's my time to smile.

"Now give me what I own." And he gladly did.

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