Broken Dancer #3

CH 9 Avery the Cock blocker

Adrain's POV---

I wake up warm and content. I feel warm naked skin pressed against mine. I squeeze my arms tighter around Mika's waist loving how he feels in my arms. I can tell by his heavy breathing he is still asleep and I have a piss boner that needs to be taken care of.

I slowly extract myself without waking Mika and go pee.When I crawl back into bed and lay there in a daze. I can't help but open my bedside drawer and pull out my picture. I gaze at it and it doesn't hold the same emotions it once did for me. I can honestly just look at the picture without feeling overwhelming heart break and loss.

Mika makes me jump about a mile high with his whispered voice. "Is that you when you were a teenager?" I look down at a sleepy eyed Mika and I have never seen anyone look as beautiful as him. "What is there something my face ?" He rubs his eyes adorably.

I laugh. "No I was just admiring you. And yes I was about sixteen in this picture." Mika doesn't try to touch the picture this time and I'm great full but he does make a funny face. "Why was it face down in the bathroom who's the older guy with you?"

I grimace at his statement."I will tell you but you have to promise not to tell my brothers not even Avery." Mika sits up against the headboard. "I promise." He draws an x with his finger over his heart.

I sit up next to him. "Ok so I have an older cousin named Vince and this is his best friend Mike. I was fifteen years younger than them but I idolized them. I thought they were so cool and they let me tag along everywhere with them. So eventually I started hanging out with Mike without Vince and that's when it all started. He would tell me how beautiful I was and made me feel so special. I feel in love with him. He was my first everything and we were together secretly for three years."

Mika looks at the picture again."So this is your first love.... Why....Why was it face down in the bathroom."

"Well we broke up when he found out he got a girl pregnant. I didn't even know he was sleeping with other people. They never worked out anyways but he was a parent and I was a teenager that he had always kept secrete there was no place for me in his life. It killed me slowly as he moved on and never looked back. I have been living in the past for too long. I was stuck in this limbo where I always though tone day we would be together again. Looking at this picture use to kill me inside but I loved him so much I could never throw it away. I guess I just liked having it close as a reminder but I really didn't want to see his smiling face. Just knowing I still had it was enough."

Mika looks back at me."Oh I see."

I smile down at him cupping his warm face."But you know what I realized this morning?" Mika shakes his head no. I smile tenderly at him."I can look at this picture and it doesn't hurt as much. Its there that feeling of loss but the feeling of devastation over that loss isn't there any more. Being with you is making it easier for me to move on."

I lean down and kiss his soft lips gently. I hold his face close. I breath heavily."I never thought I would feel this way again."

Mika wraps his arms around my shoulders and pulls me down into a kiss. This time he takes control of my lips aggressively and caress my bottom lip with his tongue. I pull away. "Damn."

Mika chuckles. "Yeah." I can't help my self I pull Mika's body under mine and start kissing him long and hard. I'm so turned on just by his kiss. I trace his lips and the cavern of his mouth with my tongue. He slowly starts bucking his hard on against my thigh.

I pull back and start inching his briefs down his legs. I pull them completely off and start kissing my way up his legs. I stop at the inside of his thighs and trace my tongue to his opening. I lick around his rim and he shoots up off the bed."Wow A that was intense."