Broken Dancer #3

CH 11 The After Aftermath

Adrian's POV---

It's been hours since Mika and Avery left my condo this morning. The longest hours of my life. At first I was in shock then I was in denial and now I'm in some weird acceptance stage. I didn't want to say yes we are boyfriends but at the same time I didn't want to say no. Now I'm just pissed off that Mika's gone and I didn't say anything. I couldn't have handles this worse.

I should have realized sooner that what we were doing was considered a boyfriend relationship. At the time all I could think about when he said boyfriend was the bad memories that came with being Mike's secrete boyfriend. I never want to feel that way again. Sadly I think I made Mika feel that way when I didn't confirm that yes I wanted to be his boyfriend. The last time I thought I was someone's boyfriend almost destroyed me.

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5 years ago.

I unlock the door to Mikes apartment and throw my school binder on his kitchen table. It's only 3:30 so I know I have an hour before he gets home from work. I throw a frozen pizza in the oven and sit on the couch. I channel surf until I find something worth watching.

Finally Mike opens the door and takes off his work boots at the door. I get up and walk over and embrace him. "Yumm." I love the smell of grease on him from working at the shop. "How was your day?" Mike hugs me and humms. "It's better now."

I go and put the pizza on plates and we sit and eat while talking about the new car he is working on in his shop. "I'm so jealous Mike why can't I come to the shop after school? You already taught me a lot come on you don't even have to pay me. Pleasse come on I'm eighteen now I need a part time job."

Mike sighs but leans down and kisses me tenderly. I love kissing him. I start to massage his tongue with mine. The way he smells is intoxicating and I pull back and look into his eyes. "I love you."

Mike smiles at me and rubes his hand down the side of my face. I nuzzle into the warmth of his hand. "Adrain you mean the world to me I love you more than you will ever know."

I lean back and laugh. "I know how much you love me. We have been together for three years now I would say that is epic love right there." I see Mike look off with a weird look on his face. "Has it really already been three years?" I take our plates to the sink. "Yeah and now that I'm eighteen we don't have to hide anymore I want to start going places and doing things together out in public. I can't wait until summer so I can spend all my time with you."

I pull Mike up from his chair. "Come on let's go shower." I smile seductively and lead him to his master shower. We both undress and I turn on the shower nice and warm like Mike likes it. We get in and Mike lets the water run down his front as I lay my head on his back. I wrap my arms around him.

He turns around and returns the embrace. "I really do love you Adrain.". I start to was his body making sure there is no grease left. "I know Mikey I love you too." I get to his cock and balls and lather them spending extra time on his hard dick.

When he is a panting mess I turn him around and have him wash off while I scrub myself down. I wash off quickly and we both get out and dry off. Mike starts trailing kisses down the back of my neck. "Come on babe lets take this to the bedroom." I couldn't agree more so I follow him onto his big comfy bed.

I lay on my back and Mike hovers over me. I look into his eyes. "What?" He leans down and pecks my lips. "Nothing your just beautiful." I pull him down into a forceful kiss. "Ok well fuck my beautiful ass."

Hours later were both exhausted and stated. I roll onto my side and so does Mike. He runs his hand throw my shaggy hair with a sad look on his face. "I have to tell you something."

"Ok what?" I say lazily. Mike sits up and hangs his hands between his knees."Ok so there is this girl Misty and she is three months pregnant...And the baby is mine."

I look at him heartbroken."But I thought you were my boyfriend why did you sleep with someone else?" He sighs and hangs his head. "I was but now that she is having my baby I want to try and make it work with her as a family. She is going to move in next week so we can start getting ready for the baby."

I jump up. "What do you mean she is moving in next week what do you mean you want to make it work. Just because she is pregnant doesn't mean you have to be with her. Why are you doing this? Why are you telling me now?" I can't help the fat tears that fall down my face.

Mike gets up and try's to hug me. "Stop Mikey don't touch me. Why didn't you tell me sooner? Why did you let me leave in fantasy land where we would be open and together. Oh my god you planned to tell me the whole time tonight that's why you keep telling me you loved me and how beautiful I was and to never forget it. Oh my god Mikey I actually hate you."

Mikey grabs my arm. "Are you going to tell Vinny?" I slap his hand away. "Oh my god is that all you care about? I just wasted three years of my life with you. You asshole." I jump up and get dressed and grab my binder as I leave never to return to that stupid apartment.

Of course eight months later I'm at my grandmas and Vinny walks up carrying a baby boy and has me hold him. I laugh and play with him until his daddy walks up with the mom on his arm. Mikey looks right at me like I haven't seen him naked a million times and just proceeds to tell me how Vinny is little Ethan's godfather and this is Misty his girlfriend. I hand the baby back to his mother and proceed to go to the bathroom and get violently sick in the toilet.

I can't believe the man I loved turned out to be this way. I can't help but question myself was he always that way seeing other people and I was just blind to it. All this time I thought I was in this amazing relationship with this prefect man and now I find out he is a fraud. I hate him but more than that I hate myself for believing in him.

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Present Time

Man I hate how things played out this morning. I know I need to do something soon or the damage will be to much to repair. I never wanted to hurt Mika but I was to busy reliving my own hurt to see what my silence was doing to him.

Sometimes I hate Mike for the self doubt he instilled in me that day but it's hard to rewire the way you think when you have been living this long with it. The secrete and the pain that I had to carry while no one understood why I was so broken is still hard for me to bare. But I realized in the last few hours loosing Mika would be so much more devastating. Now I just have to man up and figure out how to make Mika forgive me and take me back.

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Later That Night

After hours of shopping and cooking. I rope Avery into helping me after begging and practically promising my first born to him he finally agreed to help me out. He also threatened my balls pretty graphically if I hurt Mika again and even though he is the smallest Flores brother I still think he could do it.

I run around the kitchen putting the final touches on everything. I hope Avery can get him here without to much trouble. I start lighting all the candles that Avery put out for decoration only. I know he will kill me for this but desperate times call for desperate measures. I try to calm my nerves with deep breathes.

I wait and I wait the romantic dinner I cooked gets cold. The candles slowly burn down to nothing until the flame dies. I walk around the kitchen turning everything off blowing out the few candles still lit. I guess there is no second chances sometimes. I just hope this heart ache doesn't hurt as long as the last one did.

Aww I hate putting my poor baby through this but it's the story and believe it or not this is actually pretty close to what happened to me personally. I changed the names obviously but yea I dated an older guy for three years and bam one day he tells me he is having a baby with someone else and wants to make it work with her. So yeah you know what they say write what you know about. Vote Comment let me know what you think.