Need A Lover Myself

If I Ever Found Me

I never thought that when I opened my eyes.

That me myself and I.

Is the only person that is going to be by my side.

Because lover or not I am the one choosing my happiness for the rest of my life.

My God or whatever I believed in to give me hope to continue on this bumpy road of mine.

I do not see clearly.

But in my years of life of being controlled and taken advantage of this is what made me.

I am strong and never weak.

Even in the darkest days or when I have demons in my head killing my being.

I will continue to be myself and I.

I am the one choosing to act or feel I am the one telling myself pretty little lies.

I this time will have it all.

Life and its struggle.

Because I have found that what's life without the hurt and the pain and being tongue-tied it is the key.

If I never found me.

I would still be in my darkest night of reality.

Now I choose to fight to continue to get up and put myself back together.

I choose happiness and to become strong and loved forever.

I will continue to note.

That I will have hope.

I will love myself.

Hopefully, one day is loved by someone else.

Then I will already know who I want and who I need.

But for now, I will try to continue to open my eyes and continue to see.