Silent

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I suffered in silence
Always crying and pushing to have a high tolerance.
Of your controlling issues that kept me quiet
You even put me in a diet.
Left me feeling like dying
A friend of mine said I need to go.
I did try but it took a long while because i was  at my low.
It took all my energy to leave you, you know
Everyone knows in this type situation we're not perfect.
Though i kept fighting it.
I finally pushed myself too.
I left and I started learning to love myself after what i been through.
I had a fear to love because i never choose the right people in the past.
But after some time and years passed I finally got a job and landed on my feet at last.
I know what i want and what i need.
Honestly I don't need a lover to keep me happy.
Because God all mighty will give me that chance in time i know i see.
For now I'll keep continuing to build myself up until the day of prosperity.

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