I suffered in silence
Always crying and pushing to have a high tolerance.
Of your controlling issues that kept me quiet
You even put me in a diet.
Left me feeling like dying
A friend of mine said I need to go.
I did try but it took a long while because i was at my low.
It took all my energy to leave you, you know
Everyone knows in this type situation we're not perfect.
Though i kept fighting it.
I finally pushed myself too.
I left and I started learning to love myself after what i been through.
I had a fear to love because i never choose the right people in the past.
But after some time and years passed I finally got a job and landed on my feet at last.
I know what i want and what i need.
Honestly I don't need a lover to keep me happy.
Because God all mighty will give me that chance in time i know i see.
For now I'll keep continuing to build myself up until the day of prosperity.
YOU ARE READING
Need A Lover Myself
PoezjaGive your self time to grieve your broken heart and to realize that loving yourself is more important and im sure we can all relate to these poems of wishing what could have been.