Your only mine~ (scaramouche x reader )

...

11:30 pm

Infront a grave stood a young man , he had ginger hair , deep ocean blue eyes and a great figure

Slowly a tear fell down his face

"Hey y/n.. how have you've been ? If your asking I'm doing well , we'll actually not really .
It's horrible without you around Y/n , the joy you brought to everyone is unreal..
Kaeya , Beidou , Diluc , Albedo and everyone else have all completely changed .

Ya know it's pretty lonely without you around , Sure I most likely annoyed you most of the time but I hope you know I cared for you . So why , why did you have to do it? Why did you end it all?

I never got to tell you how I feel Y/n. I regret it every single day , I wake up and just stare at the wall . A wall covered with all of our friends , the people who cared for you ...."

He sighed slowly wiping off tears he had accumulated

"I just wish that I could have atleast said a proper good bye."

He left a bouquet of 100 roses near the grave and left.

__

1:24 am

Now a shortish blonde male had appeared, he carried a frame , a basket full of paint and brushes and  5 flowers

He placed the flowers on top of the grave and sat next to the grave .

He slowly looked up at the night sky that surprisingly looked gorgeous, it's a rare sight to see
Not the night sky though , it was rare to see the blonde boy cry

Tears fell down his face , he tried to stop himself but he just couldn't .

Sitting next to your grave he sobbed
slowly the boy started to paint the sky
But he added a detail to it ..

It was you , sitting next to him, looking up at the sky

He wishes he would have done something

He missed the times you 2 would hang out , for example when he painted and you just watched , or when the 2 of you gossiped about random things around the school .

He misses the person who saved him when he was at the lowest

And he felt guilty for not helping you .

"I'm so so so sorry y/n...I'm such a horrible friend
You helped me when I was at my lowest but I couldn't even help you. I'm a disappointed. I hate myself. I should have done something ."

Tears still rolled down his cheek as he said

"Klee still wonders why you don't know up anymore .. I just don't know what to tell her .."

He stayed silent after that
He focused on the painting and when he Finished he left the paring next to your grave and left

Last thing he had said was

"I love you y/n , you will always be my greatest friend ."

_____

6:54 am

Now 2 people were Infront of the grave

A red and blue headed males

"Hey y/n... how are you..?"
Said the blue headed male
He stuttered , since he barely held back his tears

The red head patted the blue headed guys shoulder as he said

"Ya know y/n , dad hasn't been the same since you passed away , he sits in his study room barely coming out ... I cant say I haven't been doing that ... I lock myself in my room for hours and sometimes days thinking about what went wrong .

And why didn't you tell us? Why didn't you tell us you were suffering? "

Now the red head was in tears

"Plus with that Jean , Lisa , Amber and Eula haven't been the same aswell ... they've been trying to cope with your death but it's hard ... We fucking miss you , it's u fair. Why you? Why did it have to be you? Don't you remember? The bright dream you had for the future you told us about when we were still in elementary school...

you said you wanted to become teacher , you also had your whole family life planned ... you planned on marrying someone who'd make you happy and adopted 2 kids , 1 boy and the other a girl ...
So why..? Why did you do it... why didn't you tell us ? Maybe we could have figured it out with you ! "

"Calm down Kaeya .."

"I CANT DILUC.! y/n is dead , FUCKING DEAD . ITS UNFAIR . THEY HAD SUCH A BRIGHT FUTURE . I MADE SURE THAT THEY WOULD BE HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT. SO WHY? why them... it should have been me..."

"DONT say that kaeya ...they had their reason... but we have to get going now.."

"Your right... let's just leave the gifts we have gotten them and go.."

The 2 left you 2 cat plushies

One was purplish and the other one was h/c ish

...

_____

There you sat on top of the grave , happy that your friends and family had came to visit you .. it definitely was painful but you knew that they would get over it one day , and end up being successful...

"Y/n!"

Said a voice behind you

You turned your head to be greeted by Xingqiu and Chongyun

"X-Xingqiu and Chon-Gyun..? "
You said as tears started to slowly roll down your cheek

"You ran up and engulfed them into a hug , forced the 3 of you to fall ..

The 2 chuckled as you kept on crying

"It's okay y/n we're here and we promise not to leave you again ..."

._________.

Well uhhhhhh heyyyyy 😘😘😘

So um with all honestly I wrote this bc I felt very angsty at the moment and I thought it would be a great idea to write angst with this 😘 so yeahhhh

Anyways how have y'all been? Last time I updated this book was on March 22nd 💀💀💀

If you ask me I've been doing okayish , I've had a lot of inspo in writing new fanfics

Also my pet fish died recently and I actually had a breakdown bc I loved that fish dearly 😞

But I got a new one recently so YAYY

This is a good bye for now

Maybe I'll write more angst later on
_________
1014 words