Our black coffee | Current Gerard Way fanfic

new place

Y/n pov

So Today's the day... Yay.....

I should be happy, right? Well, I am but I'm not at the same time. Like I might never see Gerard. Yes at this point I've realized that it wasn't a small crush. Even though he might not think that way and probably doesn't even care about me, I would still like to see him. Even if it's the last time...

Why am I even thinking about him?

I got out of bed and looked in the mirror at my bed face. A new manager huh? I look like a troll. I brushed my (h/c) hair and put on some makeup.

I was already kind of running late so I just grabbed an apple and got out the door.

Walking in the mornings has a weirdly comforting vibe. Like it's peaceful and not a lot of people are out.

As I opened the door being clearly nervous I was greeted with a soft and warm smell of baked goods and three people waiting for me smiling.

"Welcome!" They all said together.

It really helped to calm me down. Their warm smiles and lovely hugs were really welcoming.

After like two hours I was already almost done learning how to be 'a proper manager'. It was fun but hard at the same.

My mind still kept wondering to Gerard. Especially since it's going to be 12 am in less than an hour.

It's over Y/n get over it! It was just a small crush and he's much older than you! I tried to tell myself but it didn't help. It's weird.

Get over it! He'll never like me. I knew it.

Gerard's pov

It was almost 12 and I was getting ready to go to the coffee shop. To draw, drink coffee but mostly to see Y/n. She makes delicious coffee and ofc she's really beautiful.

I really like her. I really do. There's just something about her. I'm entirely into her. She's the highlight of my day. I got my sketchbook and pencils.

As I got my way to the car my phone rang. It was Frank. I picked up and said hi.

He wanted to hang out but I was on my way to see Y/n already. I just told him we could hang out later.

I was in a really good mood. And when I got out of my car and walked towards the coffee shop. I couldn't see Y/n through the windows. She was usually at the register, making coffee.

I stepped in to only see the other girl walking around in the back rooms. But no sight of Y/n.

"Hey! What can I get for you." She said once she spotted me standing in front of the counter.

"Ummm... A black large coffee please" I said feeling confused. Y/n was the one who always took and made my order.

After paying I made my way to my usual spot to wait for my coffee. Maybe she'll show up.

Half an hour went by and there was no sign of her. Maybe she got sick?

I just grabbed my things and left. I'll stop by tomorrow and see if she's here.

Y/n pov

Well, guess what time it was. At this moment I didn't know if I wanted to scream at myself or just fall to the floor and cry. I missed the small talks and warm smiles. How he never missed a day. But that picture he drew of me and that small note on the other side of it was still holding my hopes up.