•°|You can stay with me - chapter 7|°•

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Tommy's Pov-

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"Tubbo kicked me out." My face dropped.

I could see the sorrow in Ranboos eyes as he looked at me. Where was he going to stay? I mean I wouldn't mind if he stayed with me... He suddenly grabbed a hold of my hand and gently pushed it away from his face, he got up supposedly going to leave. "Where are you going?" I quickly let out, as if I was scared to loose him. "I need to go to Tubbo's to get my things. Then I need to find a hotel or something to stay at." I feel a sweat wash over me, suddenly I feel like drowning. The thought of him leaving me right now was swallowing me whole. 

As Ranboo was about to walk out of my bedroom and quickly grab his arm. "Wait!" My face flushed a light red and so did his. "I- uhm" Was I stuttering? What kind of school girl fan-girl shit was this? I was jumbling up on my own words. Maybe I was just tired? "You could stay with me? I wouldn't mind.." I finally let go. "Tommy that's really nice of you but, you're a busy man. You're always working hard and i don't want to interrupt that." He gave a small smile, not one filled with pity, or hatred. Just a genuine warm smile, so soft and sincere

"But i like having you around! I really don't mind if you stayed with me for the month, I think it would be fun even. It get's kind of lonely  here from time to time." I give him a begging look, I don't know why I'm acting like this. I truthfully wanted him to stay, to sleep in my bed, eat in my kitchen, sit on my couch. I wanted him to stay with me. "Please Ranboo! You don't bother me at all! Please just stay!" "Please?" I sounded so desperate for him to just live with me for the month. 

It took me a while to notice his red face, the moment i realized what on earth i was saying  i began to panic, my face also gaining a red color. My eyes darted around my room visibly trying to avoid Ranboos soft, surprised and shocked gaze. We awkwardly just stood there for a while until Ranboo giggled a bit. " Why do you want me to stay so bad?" I flushed red. "I just- I just do! UGH! Just go get your things and come back bitch boy!". He burst out laughing, "Anything for big man Tommyinnit!" and just like he entered, he exited my apartment.

It wasn't hearing the front door open and close that made me understand he went out, but the atmosphere, the feeling. A dread that he might not actually come back like he said he would. I felt so lonely.

What if Tubbo was joking? What if he hadn't kicked him out? What if they didn't get into a fight? I sounded so wounded and desperate when Ranboo was about to leave, what if he and Tubbo noticed my strange behavior (Which i myself don't understand yet) and decided to tease me, to prank me? But at the same time it was Ranboo's warmhearted and sad expression that he projected which eliminated any suspicion i had against the two. I found it strange. I didn't usually act this weird, I literally acted like a school girl crushing on this guy. Crushing.

No..I'm straight? Right? I can't like Ranboo. But maybe i do, maybe everything about him made me want him. Maybe it was time to come to terms with it  and accept it.

•°|Time skip|°•

It's been like 30 minutes since Ranboo went out. I decided that maybe a little nap would help me to calm my nerves. So I laid down on my bed and let the void of sleep consume me.

•°|Ranboo's Pov|°•

I made my way way up the stairs to Tommy's apartment number and set my luggage down before opening the door. I let my self inside and set my baggage near his kitchen counter. "Tom?" i ask quietly incase the shorter was live or sleeping.  I walk over to his room and creak the door open just a bit, he was cuddled to his duvet asleep. 

"Aww" was all I could think. I can't believe he let me stay. Not just let me, he made me stay.

His pleading eyes, his shy smile. He didn't seem himself and I'm afraid I'm catching onto something he may not want me to catch onto. Either way, I'm gonna let is slide and it's not like- "Boob?" What. Oh it was just Tommy.

I watched him get up and stumble over some clothes laying on the floor, my clothes. I started to laugh as i reached out my hand to help Tom. He grabbed my hand and pulled me down with him. "IF I GO DOWN YOU GO DOWN WITH ME BITCH!" and he laughed, god his contagious laugh. I could listen to it non-stop but obviously that's a bit creepy.

We lay there for a while until Tommy breaks the comfortable silence. "We haven't eaten anything yet Ran, wanna go out and eat something?" I smiled at him, a genuine smile. "I'd love to Tom's"

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Two chapters in one day + finished proofreading WHOOHOO.

This is really fun, also the weather over here in the UK sucks, not that I mind though, the heat wave wasn't fun literally just wanted to peal off my skin.

Anyhow

Stay safe y'al! Love you<3
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