Do I bore you?

•°|Cuddle with me? - Chapter 9|°•

Ranboo's Pov

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Tommy's face was not one that was of someone pleased. However, it was not one of sourness and disappointment. He almost seemed to try and show sympathy towards.. me..? But he didn't seem to know to weather be sad or angry with me or Tubbo.

The uncomfortable silence was eating me alive. When I looked Tommy I met his gaze, but he was quick to avert his eyes away from mine showing obvious signs I may have said too much. And I know I said too much.

"How about we head back to my apartment then, hm?" He spoke rather quietly breaking the tense atmosphere around us. Before I could react or even speak Tommy suddenly stood up walking to the women with our bill. I quickly got up grabbing mine and Tom's phone rushing to him. Right before he payed i gently grabbed his hand stuffing his money back into his pocket then proceeded to put his hand in mine. His cold hand met mine while he looked at me surprised.

"I'll pay." I said firmly putting his hand with mine into my pocket. "Oh! What lovely couple you two are!" She said taking my money while looking at our hands that were now intertwined in my pocket. "Well! Have a lovely day on this cold English morning" she winked smiling at us as our faces coloured a slight pink.

I slowly nod as I look over to Tommy seeing him wide eyed smiling softly. As we walk out of the cafe, hand in hand Tommy speaks up only to be cut off by me, "I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to say so much, I'm seriously sorry- even though you deserve to know the truth and I shouldn't have kept it away from you. I just couldn't bare to see you hurt. And i-"

I feel Tommy nudge me slightly with his shoulder. "Ran- Ranboo? Am I.. am I special to you?" He finally looked at me his eyes looking straight into mine. His words stunned me, "I- yes! You are! You're so special to me Tom's. Why wouldn't you be?". He let out a sigh, a heavy one, one that he might've not known he was holding in.

"I'm tired Boo, we should pick up the pase before I pass out and you'll have to carry me" Toms said winking still holding my hand. "Okay Toms, sounds great" I let out my own sigh smiling. I finally allow my body heat to pour into Tommy through our hands, warming his hand.

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We enter Tommy's some-what warm but cold apartment taking off our coats and shoes. "You want anything Ran?" He looks at my while taking out a cup. "It's fine Tom I don't want anything" I smile looking at him pour himself a glass of water.

I stand there for a while when a certain thought pops into my head. No! What is wrong with me? Why would I..? But at the same time it's kinda cold and I mean- ugh why not. "Toms?" I cautiously ask walking over to Tommy. "Yeah Ranboo?" He looks up at me only to quickly look away with small pinkness painting his cheeks.

"Would you? I mean you don't have to if it makes you uncomfortable but its- it's cold and I was wondering if you'd want to...cuddle...? I'm quite warm." 'god' I mumble under my breath as I realise how much I stumbled over my words.

'Since when was I so bold?'

"I'd love to Boo" he coo's as he yawns, tiredly smiling at me. I feel butterflies swarm in my stomach. My heart's pounding and my thoughts are screaming at me, begging me to do something other then stand there admiring Tommy's beauty.

He chuckles and takes my hand leading us to his bedroom. Laying down on the soft sheets he pulls me down with him, laying my head on his chest revealing that he too, has a pounding heart. I melt to the soft touch sliding my hands around him hugging him close. Tom let's out a small 'hm" as I move my head to the crook of his neck, Tommy pulling the covers on us.

I don't know why but I suddenly kiss him on the cheek instantly sitting back up letting the sheets fall off my shoulders, letting the cold touch both our bodies knowing full well we were longing for our touches again.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry Tommy I don't know why I did that". He simply blinks at me red replacing the rose pink tint from earlier. He grabs me back down into our original position, "it's fine Boo, don't worry about it". Tom moves his face towards mine pecking me on the forehead.

I guess it is fine, I smile letting Tommy's soft breathing lul me to sleep.

Becouse after all, I guess maybe we are in love.

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A/N

Okay so I know it's been a week since I said the chapter would be out "soon" but uh yk-
ANYWAYS, it's here and I hope you enjoyed this chapter I also think it's the longest chapter yet.

ALSO WE REACHED 2K READS THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE HAVE A NICE DAY I LOVE YOUS STAY SAFE! <33

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