my red head Giulia x reader

lets try again

Giulia Pov
Entering the small room I notice the haft open box laying in the corner of the room with clothes laying on the ground. Mess but not dirty it reminds me of my own room but my room didn't have a Y/N hiding under a blanket. Biting my lip I took a step closer to the lump on the undone bed. “What’s wrong?” I asked but I was only met with silence. It feels like a dark force warping around me before squeezing me. Guilt filled my body as it felt like it was somehow my fault. “Did you not like the kiss, did I go too fast?” I ask to make the lump in the bed shift slightly. 
I sigh slip though my lips closing my eyes. I could only look at them as my feet dragged me to the bed. A creak met my ear as the bed shifted from my weight “I'm sorry” I said as my hand met with their blanket covered back. Rubbing my hand up and down there back I noticed how soft the blanket is to the touch. “I should have wait, I just got so excited that I wasn't thinking because I like you, if you can forgive me I would like to get to know you more and show you more of who I am, then if you are okay with it we can try again for a date we will take a slow and not rush anything how does that sound Y/N” my hands where shaking as I spoke trying to put on a soft smile. After a bit the lump start to move leading to their head popping out of the blanket making our eye meet. Their eyes are slightly bloodshot as if they been crying sending a shot in my heart seeing them hurt. I just wanted to hold them and take care of them “Guila it not that at all, you are not the problem I am” there voice cracking as they spoke, they held there blanket close to their body only making there head visible. “Guila I like you too and I want to know you but… theres no point it will only leave both of us in heart broken” I could see tears build in there eyes but refuse to fall making me reaching out to them slightly “what makes you say that” I said as my hand met with there covered shoulder. Their hand slip outside of the blanket to only push my hand away swiftly leaving me in slight shock. “Because i'm not staying here!  Im just going to leave in a few months and we will never see each other again so theres is no point” their voice raised with venom spuing from there lips. turning there body away from me left only with their back to me. Just ask I parted my lips to speak there voice interrupt my unspoken words “you should just leave”  those words shattered my heart. 
So many feeling struck me as the same dark force squeezed my body once again. I apart of me was angry I though everything was going well and just out of nowhere they just want to throw all away. Yet I knew how they felt when summer is over and having to back to the school where no one want to bother with me. Y/N is just scared of getting hurt again and I can not blame them but im not going to leave them like this. Taking a deep breath I move closer to the lightly shaky body before warping my arms around there torso. There back meeting my chest “No, im not going to leave you Y/N not like this I understand that you are scared but I want to be by your side even if it not forever. I want to laugh and smile with you making memory with you that I can look back on and smile. So if our time together is short let make the most of it, let go ride bikes as fast as we can all around town or swim in the ocean collecting shells. Anything you want to do I will be by your side as long as you want me there, how does that sound Y/N” resting my head on there shoulder as I was once again meet with silence. Just as I was getting ready to let go of there torso I felt there hands met mine as the silence broken with a sniffle. “I like that sound of that” there voice echo in my ear making my heart jump. The warm of the hands left mine as they quickly move there body towards me once again making there blanket fall to there lap. Their arms warp around me holding me close tucking there face into my neck. “Thank you Giulia”