End: Goodbye

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Well By the title you can only guess what that means and yes, this is the end. I had a goal to try and make this book go to the max (which is 200 chapters), but I had found that kicking up a chapter was usually a battle to try and make different than the previous and try to keep motivation. Every time I'd start up a chapter in draft, I'd tell myself to get it done then move one, but then that moved to me created multiple different chapters in case I got writers block on one and leave it for a later me problem. But that added another problem that I'd resort to this so much that I eventually got block on every other chapter I tried to continue, which lead to me pushing to get out more stuff while also staring at a page for 30 minutes to even 2 hours.

I'd like to say that I would love to continue as a writer but as it stands, I don't think I'm too cut out, however although that is being said I do believe my vocabulary, spelling, and word library has increased along with my joy of playing around with similes to create more atmosphere. I love that part of writing but after hitting writers block every chapter it did demotivate me a most of the time because I took multiple long breaks after pushing so hard in one night or stared at the page for too long coming up with nothing and instead having my mind wander.

How I got here is a fucking surprise though, the fact that this book somehow got 130K reads and over 1K votes is absolutely astonishing so thank you fellow readers very much for that to this day it blows me out of the water. I didn't really even start this up for votes or reads too, it was just more of a "well time to fuck around once more." so the fact I got here without the mindset of wanting a whole lot from this is nuts.

How I started disappearing more from writing though is probably because when I started writing I would stay up for not too long and I'd pump multiple chapters out in a night of only 2-5 hours (Fucked my sleeping schedule bad because of that by the way) and after a while I ran out ideas quicker then I could come up with them.

I would like to answer four questions I have been asked or want to answer.

Q: How do you come up with your ideas?
A: I usually go online and watch something that has some interesting lore or choice of story progression, but another alternative that I resorted to mostly was music usually I'd pop on some tunes and sit down and come up with some ideas, one song that did inspire me to create a chapter was INFECTED by Starset, and a few songs that gave me ideas for chapters were ones like, Popular Monster by Falling In Reverse, or I Am Machine by Three Days Grace.

Q: What do you suggest if someone wants to get into writing?
A: I'd suggest don't do what I did and get some actual sleep, don't push to do so much in one day, and try not to stress too hard on getting an idea together, oh and one big one, don't throw to many characters in one a new chapter if your already incredibly deep into a story without having given them a background on why they're there. Another thing to note is don't make your character overpowered as fuck, it gets rid of some really good potential use of the story.

Q: Do you want to or would you enjoy writing other things other than x Readers?
A: Hell yes, I'd love to in fact I did but decided it was God awful and deleted it. 

Q: Why does someone almost always die in these chapters?
A: Well, I had to make them seem yandere somehow and I didn't really know how to capture insanity without them killing something.

Q: Do you have any ideas you'd like to share even though you're probably not going to be writing again.
A: Yes, in fact I do. If anyone would like to take the idea and write it out in their style or what have not, feel free to do so I don't have any issues with it, I don't need a credit or anything, it's your idea now these are just concepts I threw around in my head.

That being said I will list them, also side note yes I did want to experiment with monster yanderes, why? Because there so fun to write.

(Yandere Limia x Reader) 
Concept would be the reader would be adventuring and fall into the depths of a powerful monster and then after or during encounter the Limia.

(Yandere Shadow Monster x Reader)
This concept would be of a monster that could bend shadows and travel through only shadows and would originally intend to haunt the reader with nightmares and near-death experiences but then somehow change them to go all yandere over the MC.

(Yandere Monster x Reader)
The idea behind this was to write a monster that would both invade the MCs dreams and would also have the ability to travel through any sized mirror and could manifest through any size mirror.

(Yandere Time Traveler x Reader Part2)
The was the chapter that has my attention for the longest of time, I wanted this chapter to basically be a covered up by a different chapter (That's right I was gonna trick ya). Really sad I didn't write this one because what was gonna happen is the suspected and the obvious yandere would be killed off and there would be a clue of the time traveler's presence in a different chapter outside of the original chapter I wrote for them. They would then chase after the MC and get what they want, at least for that chapter.
(Hopefully I explained that well)

(Yandere Zombie x Reader)
This one I wanted the MC to dip into the dark magic spectrum and use necromancy to accidentally summon two to three zombies and then go from there.

(Yandere Vampire x Reader)
Long story short I wanted to rewrite this because I think the last two are the bottom the barrel type shit. I won't judge if you guys liked it I just felt like I could do better than how it turned out.

(Yandere x Monster Reader)
Didn't really have an idea on what I wanted to give a kind of ability to the MC that wasn't incredibly overpowered but like something small that would give the MC something not overly used but unique and still usable.

So, I guess that's it for probably as long as this account exists and assuming future me doesn't stumble upon this and wipe the account from reality. (I don't blame them)
That being said I think I've gotten everything down that I wanted to so enjoy that or whatever you want to do with it. Thank you all for reading this or even any of my content in general its a lot to me.

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