2 weeks later I was released from the hospital with Logan and Rockqel. We were in the car on our way to my house at this point Logan had forgiven me and got me into therapy for my problems. "I hope Sara isn't here." I stated "I don't know baby she might be but it will be fine just stay strong." We pulled into the drive and I got out and got Rockqel out of the car seat in the back and walked into the house with Logan as soon as I turned to go into the living room there was Sara... Me and Rockqel were wrapped in a huge hug. As I sat her down Sara started asking wildly "what the hell Jessica what the fuck is the matter with you?!" She shouted "I....I..." I began but was then pushed backwards into Logan "Sara what the hell?" "Logan take Rockqel upstairs" I ordered "how could you do that to me jessica!?, I walked into your house to find you sliced all to hell with blood every where you fucked me up for life! I love you Jessica please don't leave me please please please don't leave me!" She shouted and started hyperventilating "shhhh I said come here" I wrapped her in my scared and bandaged arms as we fell to the floor "I'm sorry sara, god I'm so sorry please forgive me please!" I said crying uncontrollably my best friend was laying in my arms helpless begging me to tell her what she had witnessed wasn't true. "I knew you had problems Jessica I had known for a long time hell I have been your friend since pre k why didnt you tell me what was happening?" She asked still crying " I don't know I was afraid I guess." We sat there for about an hour I held her in my arms while she screamed cried pledded and prayed for none of it to be true I rocked her back and forth just staring in outer space how could I do this? I thought to myself. Logan came back into the room after soothing Rockqel from our screaming. He helped Sara up and told her to get in the shower and to get in our bed, she attempted to protest but couldn't find the strength, so she just shrugged off weakly and went upstairs to get in the shower,once I knew she was in there I crashed into logan balling my eyes out. "Listen..." He said grabbing my face "you are okay everything is ok calm down and breath I love you and that's all that matters you are alive our baby is alive and healthy that's all that matters." After I calmed down I ask him "are you sure you don't care that me and Sara sleep in the bed I mean I can make her a palette?" I asked quizzically. "No its fine baby you two sleep in the bed I got the couch." By this time it was about 2 in the morning and Rockqel was asleep in the crib in our room that Sara thankfully built for us when we were in the hospital. "Okay baby thank you I love you goodnight sweet dreams Im going to get in the shower." I said as I hugged him when he grabbed me by the waist carefully because of my seasection yet with a passion I had forgotten about and he kissed me so passionately "I hate that we have to wait 3 more weeks until you can have sex" he said in a deep seductive voice. I simply snickered and went to get in the shower and then in bed with Sara I was half asleep when I heard her ask "why did you do do it?" I took a deep breath and said "I said I couldn't live without him,I ment it."
