I awoke in a hospital bed with bandages around my throat a wrist. What happened? I thought to myself. I looked to my right and I found Logan asleep in a chair next to me holding a baby. LOGAN! I shouted. "What, huh oh shit! Jessica baby! Are you ok? Do you need something?!" My head was reeling as I suddenly remember every detail of what had happened. I was so confused. "I thought you were dead....." Logans eyes welled with tears, I thought you were dead...." My heart sank as I heard him say that. " I couldn't live with out you I'm sorry I couldn't I didn't want this life if you weren't in it. " Logan began rocking the child he had in his arms slowly. "Who is that?" I asked curiously "this is Rockqel....our baby girl." My heart started pounding as the words spilled out of his mouth and my eyes welled with tears that quickly fell down my checks. "Our baby girl?" I asked "how did she survive what I did how did I survive?" As tension filled the room Logan slowly began explaining everything that happened. " all those times you would sit and talk to me in the hospital when I was shot....I could hear you I heard you about how you were pregnant, how you were going to get revenge on the guy that shot me and how you had problems with cutting. All of this gave me the will to fight the will to fight to make sure you were happy and safe....I couldn't leave this world without knowing you were happy healthy safe and strong. So the night you got the phone call from the doctor I was dying but they tried one last thing to save my life......they let me hear your voice and that gave me strength and the antibiotics started working and I was released from the hospital a week later however the night you tried to kill yourself.... Sara came and found you she called the ambulance and they finally stopped your bleeding after blood transfusions they induced ashort term coma and they did a sea section and Rockqel was born 4 weeks early you have been in a coma for about a month just trying to let your body rest from the damage that was done. They slowly tappered you off the medicine that was inducing the coma and you awoke today 6 days after Rockquel was born and here we are they are gonna keep you here for another 2 weeks to make sure you are stable." Logan then handed me our baby and as I cried and pledded and begged for forgiveness of them both Logan took us in his arms and just said yes I forgive you and with that we fell asleep right there in my hospital bed.
