"Wow Jessica.... this all extremely fast. I mean, I like you a lot in case you couldn't tell from last night." he laughs and walks over to me with a deep hurt in his blue eyes that felt like a knife punching through my heart, "but I can't do this baby girl. I promised I wouldn't hurt you."
What?! I was crushed. I got up the nerve to ask this amazingly hot guy down and he says no? Like the fuck? There was more to what he was telling me, I could tell. I had only known him for a day but it felt as if it had been years and there was something dark about him, something really dark.
"Baby but...." I tried but Logan kissed me. It was kiss I hadn't yet expierenced, one of hurt and anger.
"Jessica, I like... hell I love you. ok? This last day, you have done something to me no one ever has before. I have had my fair share of one night stands, but your something different, but I can't get tied up with you. You'll only get hurt. " Tears welled in my eyes, I couldn't take it anymore. Somehow, I had fallen for him too. I got my stuff and walked out of the hotel room, my heart full of hurt and eyes full of pain. How could he do this to me?
Logan
How could she do this to me? I asked myself. How could some one so beautiful, some one so fragile, come to love a hard, cold-hearted, beast like me? I had told her no over my career. I am under ground boxer. Meaning an illegal boxer, and my life style consist of gangs, money, guns and fights. I had asked myself if telling her no, hurt worse then if I were to date her. I wanted to get to know her more as well. All these questions fled into my mind as I thought of the beautiful girl who I had just let walk out on me. I had only known her for day, yet some how I was willing to lay my life down for her. I was in love with her full heartedly. What had I done?
I should be used to this I told myself just think of her as the rest of them Logan, one of the bitches you didn't care about. I hadn't fully convinced myself, so I walked down to the bar to get a drink. I needed to get drunk out of my mind and forgot all about this Jessica chick. Convince myself that was it she was just another one of those bitches, the one I didn't care about. But as I contiuned to drink, my vision got blurry and I saw her every where. The scenes from the night before played through my head in vivid description.
That was it, I had to get away. So I left the hotel, it now being hours later. I ran to the only place I knew to go and that was to the ring. I had always been in first or second place, but tonight it was different. I climbed under the white ropes, lights flashing and a beastly guy standing before me. Usually this wouldn't have bothered me and tonight it didn't. That was until I was in full swing and her face flashed before me. I missed him and got knocked out. I woke up still in the underground ring, head was reeling. I got up and continued on with my day. I had to learn to get along with out her. I just had to.
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