it's floating and drowning
paralyzing movements and the urge to run
a feeling pushing up to the surface
and the whole world turns black
it's floating and drowning
the way i move between the lines
and the way i shut my mouth right in front of you
there are no words left to say
all the syllables are used and i'm mute
floating and drowning
circulating in my own sorrows
losing all my senses and all of reality
what is the world?
am i alive?
or am i floating and drowning?
but how can i float if i drown?
or if floating a felt sensation while drowning?
i'm lost in my own madness
water fills my lungs
all words have been spoken and said
i don't think im floating
all i am is drowning -
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Y E L L O W_
Poetryi always carried my heart in my hands not on my tongue_ + + + das hier geht an mich.