It all started with a flirtatious hello
Helping each other in school.
The next moment I fell in love.
I gave him my heart
My body
My soul
My love...
And where are we now
Broken
Alone
Ashamed
The fear of loosing you was a real thing.
The love I had was real.
But now I regret
Giving you my
My body coz when I look in the mirror I can see every place you touched and you made me love my insecurities. You touched and kissed me but now I regret it. I shrivel at the thought of you touching me again. Now all that i insecurities is back and much worse that before.
I regret giving u my heart
Coz I got it back
Torn apart piece by piece
My walls is up again
And
I don't want to let
Anyone
Near me.
I'm calling foolish and selfish
Just bc I caged up my heart.
I just did what's best of me
I don't want to feel that
Pain
Again
