keeping my walls up

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My walls was up and my life was alright.
I went to parties and school dances.
My eyes scanned the crowed looking for friends but instead it landed on ur green eyes.
We hung out and exchanged secrets.
Now my life was perfect
You broke down my walls I worked so hard to put up.
You made me loquacious
But also you made me dither,
I didn't know what I want,
What kept me craving you
Was it the late night talks
Or just the fact that you accepted me with all my flaws and insecurities.
Still I'm dithering.
Hoping I can put up my walls again
I can't die for a second time.

(Dither- indecisive)
(Loquacious- talkative or chatty)

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