The Bad Boy.. Loves Me? [𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃]

Chapter 22: "i miss you"

Satan stands in his bedroom ,looking moody and tired. His arms are crosed, barly covering his shirtles chest. it gleams! like jewels.

oh he dos have mussels for sure. Many. 

Looking at him makes me fel strangely warm, so i look at his room instea. theres not much to see. a bed, sheets messy... it feels odly intimat to be in here lookin at his unmade bed so i look aroound more. desk, clothes discarded. thats it

"Grammarly."

i Look at Satan. he's looking at the ground. gone is his uber confident, smoth talkin self.in his place is an exhausted boy with bruise on his firm strong body.

"you dont look so good" i say. then i feel bad, am i bein rude?

satan let out a laugh but it is holow like a holow tree. 

"whats going on satan" i wisper. "why havent you been in school"

"and missed" he says "your  fight with heaher?"

i swallow "Noah told you."

he smiles "he said you'd com here"

i wonder how noah knew. am i relly hat predicable?

"I was with Heather last night" says Satan without direct eye contact

i alredy knew it but it stil hurts my chest like heartburn after too much ice crem.

"this is why you ned to give up gramarly" he says quietly "im too much damage. i cant give you what you need"

i starighten posture "you dont get to make that decison for me satan i am strong powerful women-"

He llooks away "yo need to leaves"

"no"i tel him fierce "ill respect what you want when yo are honest with me satan! and i know that you are not been honest!!"

"grammarrly" he growls "why cant you just listen to me-"

"you cant just tease me everyday!" i cry out "and then kis someone else. then take me on a date. then just give up. you said you'd proveto me that i was the one you wanted. then you did, but then you discard me like jokers in a pack of cards!! "

he looks at me paned like window "gra-"

"why not just be honest with me?" i ask "thats all i ask. then i"ll leaved. I'll walk out that door , an never com back. ill ask mr brown to switch seats. whatever. but just give me that Satan"

i wait with baited breth. then to my suprise, he sag slighlty like bag thats too ful at store, and com plies like a balerina

"at first I was just tesing you" he says with sign" but ther was somthing about you i liked, and I thot i cold pretend that it could work betwen us, that i could chase afte you liek dog and that you could like me bacc. but people like me can't be loved

I stare at him. dos he relly think he cant be loved

"our date" he begins 'was a disaster-"

"that date" i say soft like over ripe strawbery "was the best time i had in long time"

smal wrinkel appears between his eyebrows. i want to just reach out and gentle smooth it out like crease in dress, to soooth his wory. i keep my hands by my sides tho

"i know its hard, this life"i say honestly to satan Wayne "beleive me Satan, i do know. but ther must be light in darkness yes?"

he lifts his eyes to met mine. they belong to sad boy . omg  ijust want to hug him! poOR bOY!!

"dont deprive yorself of hapines" i whisper "or youre heart will shrivel into nothing like a roting apple"

i take a step forward. he doesnt respond

"give me the chance to prove somthing to you, this time, Satan"

I step closer and lookall the way up to wher his head is which is pretty far because he is very tall i am very short. im close enough that he'll feel my breth on his muscular chest.

"let me prove to you" i say, orbs never leaving his "that you can be loved"

Satan POV

I want to say yes, but this isnt abou what I want. Grammarly stares up at me with hope in her blue orbs. they remind me of the ocean on a summer's day... i shake my head slightly - ther is not point indulging this. I have to tell her no, i have to push her a way

but the word gets stuck in my throt. my arms stay at my sides. All I can do is stare down at her beautiful face. 

"i miss you" she says softly "i know it sounds stupid. i've known you, what, two weeks? but i miss your presence . chemistry's not the same without you." she pauses and smiles slightly "i cant deal with mr brown on my own"

as smal and nervos as it is, that smile lights a fire in me. A part of me so desperate want to lean down and just kis her, to tel her with my body i am willing to try

But i cant do that to her. The last girl i loved...

I swalow. no point dweling on past. 

Grammarly's stil lookin at me hopeful . i dont want to hurt her any more than i hav already. to give her false hope. to think that this could posible work

For a second, i wonder what would hapen if i said yes. If we could be together. go on dates... i could drive her to school. get to know her. kiss her...

But it isn't worth it. if i give in now, it wil only hurt mor when she leaves. when this life inevitable becom too much for her, and she cant handel it any more. or when she's hurt, or killed by my enemies.

yet...

her eyes beseach me. She wants this, wants me. i do too but i can't-

grammarly looks away. and i cant bare to see her like that, disapointed. she skipped school, came here to talk to me. and here i am, about to say no, no i wont let her prove anything to me, no i can't be with her,  no it's just not posible

I can see that she's giving up tha shes about to step away. this is what does to be done, but why does my chest ache like this, why can't i just be man and say it

I'm about to say "sorry, grammarly..." and gently push her back. My head tells me that this is what i will do. i take a deep breath, ready to do this, but insted-

I give in. my heart pounds fast and furious like the movies. gramarly's eyes are downcast. she thinks im about to push her away. instead, i take my hand and cup her face gently bringin her orbs to mine. they widen at the look on my face

"satan-" she breathes

but befor she can finish i swoop in with lips like im a seagul and shes a box of chips.

this is a terible idea, says the voice in my head.

But I kiss her anyway.

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KISS ALERT IT FinALLY GHAPPENENENDNED AAAAAAAAAAA

POOR SATAN HE SUCH SAD LITTLE BOY 😢

SEE YOU NEXT CHAPTER !!!!!

rosalina~~~~~

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