With All My Being: Eddie Munson X Plus Size Reader

The Morning After

             The sudden feeling of having slept in too long jolted you awake. Your eyes shot open as you sat up. Furrowing your brow,  you took in the furniture before you and then you remembered. You spent the night at Eddie's place...you blushed remembering everything else. A hand brush your shoulder as his voice filled the air with concern, "You okay? Did you have a bad dream?" You shook your head as your turned back to look at him. He was sitting up, leaning back against the wall with a comic book halfway sitting on his lap, one page being held in his other hand, "Okay..you shot up pretty fast there, princess." He motioned with a nod towards the alarm clock, "It's only about 530, you can go back to sleep if you like." He gave a small smile, watching you as you scooted over towards him, "I panicked that it was like 10 or something." He nodded wrapping his arm around you, a little hesitantly, his rings cold against your arm as he slowly rubbed his hand along its length, "Nah, you're good. I would've gotten you up in time for class. I don't sleep well, so I'm usually up around this time." Nodding you look down at the comic  he's holding, "Whatcha reading?" You rub your face as he answers, "Oh, just some Spider-man. I'm a little behind on the story so I thought I'd catch up while watching over you." You laughed a bit and turned the page, "Oh you were watching over me, huh?" He chuckled softly,  "Well, yeah, this trailer park isn't really known for it's safety." It didn't occur to you that he was actually being serious. You smiled up at him, his eyes gazing down at  you, "Well, thank you, Sir knight."  He smiled his eyes searching your face, "My pleasure, m'lady." You snuggled into him reading the page that was before you. He tensed a bit which caused you to pull back.

         You looked up at him confused, "Sorry, is something wrong?" He looked down at you, a sad look in his eyes, "Sorry, (Y/N), I'm just waiting for the part where you tell me last night was a dare. That I'm the freak and that you never meant anything you said." You took in a slow breath, looking at him in with a blank stare. You swallowed, trying to think of what he could even mean by that, "Eddie...I would never do that too you. That's an awful thing to do and I can't believe you would think I would do something like that." Then it hit you, maybe this was his way of letting you know that last night didn't mean anything and he just used you to get off. You pulled the covers up, regretting letting him have seen you unclothed, "If you didn't really like me, all you had to do was say so. There's no reason to try to make me the bad guy." You lurched for your bra and put it on quickly while searching the floor for your panties. You found them all tangled up in your mother's torn tights. Tears began to fall out of fear and frustration that you had just made an idiot of yourself last night and now you couldn't fucking get your panties untangled. Eddie jumped up from his side of the bed, his face full of regret and wrapped his arms around you, "Shhh, its okay. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. shh." You turned to cry into his chest unable to do anything else, "Why would you think I'm like that, Eddie?" His arms tightened around you, pulling you close, "I don't. Not really. It was just me protecting myself. That situation isn't unfamiliar to me..." You took in wavering breaths  and pulled away from him. Your hands resting on his chest, as your crying calmed down, "What do you mean?"

      Eddie rubbed one hand through his hair as his face grimaced, "I've slept with two other girls before. One while at summer camp when I was 14. The next day the entirety of the girls dorms laughed when I passed by. I overheard one of them call me the one minute wonder." He let go and paced a bit as he was talking, "The next girl was almost over a year ago. She woke up and flipped out. Telling me she couldn't believe that I thought she liked me. That it had been a dare to see how good I was in bed. She yelled in my face that I was the freak and that no one in this town would ever forget that." Your shoulders dropped, some of his story matching up with another you heard almost a year ago from someone who used to be a friend. You sighed looking down at the floor, "Was this right after the homecoming prom?" He looked at you, brows furrowed, "Yeah, how do you know that?" You gulped looking up at him, "With Misty..." Eddie's eyes opened wide, "Fuck, how do you know that. I haven't said anything and the way she acted I could have sworn she wouldn't have either."  You wiped your face and walked over to him, pushing him down to sit on the bed and knelt in front of him.

        Your face turned serious; darkly so, "What I am about to tell you, can. NOT. Ever. Fucking leave this room." He nodded hesitantly as you continued, "This town is fucking cruel. You and I both know this. I haven't told anyone, so if news starts spreading I will know you fucking told someone." You pointed a finger at him harshly, "I swear on my soul if you say anything, I will take that fucking guitar and whack you in the nuts before tossing it out in lover's lake." He nodded gulping, his legs squishing together slightly, "I won't say anything. I promise."  You looked down at yourself, not even half dressed and sighed, "Misty is a lesbian." You looked up at him, watching the change of emotions on his face as you continued, "Last year, over summer break she had a fling with a girl. She got really upset because of how christian her parents are and decided that she needed to sleep with a guy to help clear things up. She did use you but not for a dare. I'm not excusing her course of actions. I'm just letting you know what I know." You gripped his face between your hands, "She was very sorry about the things she said, you don't even know. She said those things to keep you from spreading the fact that she realized she was most definitely into woman and not into men. I can't tell you what to do...but you should try to forgive her. What if one day you fell for a guy and suddenly realized if the whole town knew, your life would be in danger." You stood up and started messing around with your undies again. Eddie continued to sit and digest the information you had just given him.

      You huffed aiming to throw them into his trashcan but he grabbed onto your hand, "Hold up, let me try first. Clothes are expensive." You nodded watching him untangle them with ease, "What the fuck..." He chuckled,  "Guess I just have the touch." You blushed at the innuendo, "Yeah well, lets make something clear, Eddie Munson." He looked over at you, his arms having nowhere to go except across his chest, "What's that?" You marched up to him and poked a finger into the spider tattoo on his chest, "I meant everything I said last night. I DO like you, a lot. I let you take my virginity, kind of like you." You bounced a bit during the last part of that sentence and looked up at him, he was smirking slightly, "Now, did you mean it?" He moved one of his hands towards your face, his index finger and thumb gripping your chin, his eyes gazing intensely into yours, "I meant every word, Princess." Your hand found its way into his hair, "Kiss me, please?" He licked his lips, and you could see him swallow before leaning in to kiss you. His hands found their way to their respective places. One against your head and the other resting on your waistline. You pulled away, "Okay, now that, that's settled. I'm hungry." He chuckled and led you into the kitchen, "I have bacon, eggs and some pancake mix; or there's a box of cereal and a box of Pop-tarts...but no milk. I forgot to grab milk." You nodded opening the fridge to take a glance, there was a Yoohoo in the door, "Hey, you have a Yoohoo!" You grabbed a bowl and poured some cereal pouring the chocolate milk drink over it, "Cereal!" He chuckled leaning against the counter, "Well there goes my chance to impress with my cooking." You licked your lips after swallowing, "Oh please, you have every chance to show me your cooking skills. I'm not going anywhere unless you tell me too." He smirked and booped your nose with his fingers, "Good to know, Princess." He then proceeded to pour himself a bowl.

        After breakfast he took you to Walmart to find some tights to replace the ones he ripped. It didn't take long before you found the right size and then he drove the two of you to school. You bounced your knee in anticipation of seeing Sara and telling her all that happened. He looked at you nervously, "I could let you out a block or two away." You gave him a quizzical look, "Uhm, why? I'm not afraid of people knowing that we're together...I mean if you want to be together. I am not scared of what people think. They're gonna think whatever they want anyway." He continued driving into the parking lot without speaking. He licked his lips, "(Y/N), I want you to wear this...that way everyone knows you're with me..." He took off his favorite ring and offered it too you. You smiled up at him as you took it, your heart fluttering... "Are you sure?" He grabbed you by your chin and tilted your face towards him, "Most definitely. I want you to wear that ring. It'll let everyone know; you are mine. I'd love that so much..." He kissed you lightly before letting go. You licked your lips, smiling widely as you placed it on your ring finger, "It's a little loose but I'll get something from the store to keep it from falling off later." He swallowed as he smiled at you, "Okay. Have a good first period. I have to go on an errand and then I'll be back." You bit your lip as you looked up at him, "Okay, Eddie, be careful." He winked at you, "Always am, Princess." You rolled your eyes as you hopped out of the van. Sara waiting for you near the doors. She waved fervently when she saw you, "(Y/N), where have you been!?"  You giggled coming to a stop, turning to watch Eddie drive away, "You're never going to believe me."