She's getting older, and I wish that you'd met her
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How are you up there, my love? Are you happy there? I hope you are.
I'm not saying that I'm not lonely here, but somehow, someone saved me from that. She looks like you, with small features. Also, you both have the sams eye smie.
Remember when you asked me if I like children? I thought you're just joking. So I told you that kids needs a lot of work, making me dislike them. We were sitting outside your lawn, admiring the flowers you planted.
"Why? Kids are adorable.", you stated with a pout on your face. That made me want to pinch your cheeks but I know you're pissed right now because of my statement.
"You know how I don't like to work, right?"
"Yeah, we've been together for 1 year now."
I smiled.
How time flies by, but for me, the moments I spent with you by my side seems like forever.
"Jimin?", I asked you, who's now leaning against my shoulder."Hmm?".
"Will you live the rest of your life with me?".
You stood up immediately, looking me straight in the eyes. Tears slid down your cheeks, staining your lovely face.
"Why are you crying? Did I do something wrong?", I softly said, wiping away your tears.
"Why would you think that I'll not stay with you for the rest of my time? Haven't it entered your head the reason why I chose you to be the love of my life?", you lightly punched my arm, earning a chuckle from me.
"What's funny?"
"Just adorable". I hugged you. "I want to confirm it and I want to hear it from you."
We fell into a deep but comfortable silence, knowing that we have each other.
You suddenly spoke up.
"I want to have a happy family with you, Yoongi. Live in a decent house, in a decent neighborhood. To have children and a pet dog.", you sighed, contented.
"Ok, if you want us to have a child, what should we name him?", I asked, kissing the top of your head.
"Who says we can have a boy? I want a girl!", you jolted upward, giving me a cute glare.
Cute, I thought.
"Ok, ok. What should we name HER, then?".
"Min Yeo Reum".
"What a beautiful name, love."
"I know, right?".
If you have seen how beautiful you are while thinking of our future daughter's name.
Unfortunately, life have a different plan for us, right? You leaving me with a huge scar here in my heart. But I know you don't want this to happen.
You said I should achieve our dreams in your behalf. And guess what? I did.
I adopted a little girl. The first time I saw her, memories of you kept flooding back. Like you were reincarnated in her form.
Now, she really grew up to be like the sun's light. Always bright, like her name, Summer. Yeoreum always makes me long for your warmth and love, reminding me of you. I know you're here with us, guiding her to become a beautiful young lady because you know I'm not good with kids. I tried, my love. And it looks like my hardwork pays off.
She's doing good at school too. I'm always summoned, not because she causes trouble, but because her teachers ask permission for me to allow our daughter to compete in different competitions, in which I always support.
She took after you, I guess. Beauty with brain. I'm glad she did, even though she's not biologically ours.
She turned 7 this week, making me proud and emotional. I hope you're here with us. Celebrating the special day of our daughter with our friends. And speaking of them, they still miss you. I can see the way they looked at your picture in our living room. Full of sadness and grieve, and at the same time, with love.
Yeoreum asked me about you later that night. We were unboxing her gifts when she sighed.
"If only Appa didn't left".
Her words pierced my heart thoroughly. I was trying not to break down, but failed, seeing our daughter's eyes are also full of tears.
"You miss him, darling?", I asked to hide my emotions from our daughter.
"Yeah. Even if didn't saw him, I want him to be here with us, Papa. From all the stories you told me about him, I felt like I already spent my time with him. I miss Papa."
I hugged her, drawing comforting circles across her small back.
"There's no day I did not miss your Appa, Yeoreum.".
"I always miss him."
My heart broke again that day, but I should stay strong, for our Yeoreum, right?
So, love, give me strength to go through this.
I miss you so much, just like how the moon grows dark without the sun.
Because you're my sun and I'm you're moon.
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FanfictionA story where Min Yoon Gi, a 24 year old male, made a diary for his deceased husband, Park Ji Min, hoping the younger will know how much he loves him. Started: July 23, 2022 Ended: August 21, 2022