The Biersack-Purdy Rebel

Painful Secret

“What’s this I hear your pregnant” gushed a voice. Looking up I saw Sammi.
“SHHHH!!” I said pulling her to the seat.
“Nobody knows” I giggled, she was too cute and overly excited.
“Well Jinxx does”
“I know, he wasn’t meant to find out and wasn’t meant to tell you either” I replied honestly.
“You’re not mad are you?” she asked, upset.
“No, I love you Sammi, I would have told you now any way” I smiled and hugged her again.
“So...who’s the...” she whistled.
“Oh Jinxx didn’t mention that part did he?” I laughed knowing why Jinxx left it out.
“No; come one, spill...is it someone in the band?” she asked referring to MY band.
“Not exactly...” I bit my lip, “It’s Ashley” I cringed.
“Did I hear that correctly....?” she asked.
“....how? not as in how how...but HOW!” she asked.
“I dunno...we...ummm just mucked around and flirted a bit” I said.
“You two flirted a lot but I didn’t think that this would happen” she replied.
“Well it happened a few more times that you’d think....Just don’t tell Andy that...he almost had a heart attack knowing it happened once....”
“So Andy knows...” Sammi asked.
“Yeah...wasn’t impressed as you could image and was about to actually kick Ashley’s ass” I laughed.
“So why is it all secret then if Andy knows?” Sammi questioned.
“Well, no-one but you, me, Andy and Jinxx know...” I replied.
“You haven’t told Ash?”
“No...I was going to tell him on his birthday tomorrow night” I said.
“Guess you can’t get a better birthday present than a child....Speaking of Ashley’s birthday; come with me to get something...seeing as you obviously know him better than anyone” she teased.
“Oi Sammi!” I giggled.

We were actually staying at a hotel tonight and had two pent house suites. My band had one and BVB had the other.
“We’re going shopping” I said to the guys sitting on the couch.
“I wanna come” Ashley pipped up. Any chance to flirt with other girls.
“We’re buying your birthday presents Ash” Sammi replied, resulting in Ashley sulking knowing he wasn’t coming. I saw jinxx, so I walked up and punched his arm jokingly.
“What was that for?” he sulked.
“You know what!” I replied and turned back to Sammi.

“Do you know if Juliet is coming tomorrow night?” Sammi asked.
“Haven’t asked, you two can go out and whatever” I replied, they were all going to a bar to have a few drinks for Ashley’s birthday and I was still under-age and now I can’t drink anyway.
“You two still don’t speak” she asked.
“Nope...nothing in common” I replied getting in the rental car. We turned the radio up loudly as we drove to the nearest mall, singing to every song we knew.

It didn’t take us long to find what we wanted plus more random stuff for Ashley, including lots of ‘Hello Kitty’ stuff and a zebra printed cow boy hat.
“oooo...come on!” Sammi grinned pulling my arm. I looked up and to my horror it was a baby store.
“Ugh...Sammi...” I complained.
“Please, I want to be the first to buy you a baby present” she smiled.
“Okay....but make it small so I can hide it from the guys”
“Sure thing” she smiled looking around at all the baby stuff. We must have been in there for about 2 hours, just looking at all the outfits. We planned millions of out fits for a boy and girl. Sammi held up a little Zebra printed One-sie with a matching beanie hat with ears.
“Oh my god!” I freaked.
“Isn’t it adorable?!” she shrieked, “Please, Please, Please” she begged.
“I love it” I grinned, giving her the okay to buy it.

When we walked in the room, Ashley was looking over to see if he could get a glimpse in the bags. I quickly shut my door, locking it and just falling on the bed. I was exhausted.

Waking up, I saw it was just after 1 am in the morning. Ashley’s birthday, I groggily got up and changed in to some pyjamas, being a little more comfortable than jeans. Opening the door I stuck my head out, surprisingly it was pitch black, no one was up. Shrugging I crept in to Ashleys room, where I found him asleep. Closing the door I jumped on his bed.
“WAKE UP BIRTHDAY BOY!” I yelled jumping on him.
“Umph...Ariel” he whinged. We do this to each other every birthday, however Ash is usually hung over when I come screaming in making it worse. I laid down beside him and grinned.
“Well do you want your birthday present now?” I asked. His eyes shot open, gleaming.
“Sure!”
“Well too bad, you’re gonna have to wait” I laughed.
“UGHH!” he whined again, I loved him getting all riled up. He put his arm out, inviting me to jump under the covers and stay with him the rest of the ‘morning’. His chest and body were still warm and he still smelt strongly of after shave. Snuggling in, he put his arms around my waist and kissed my shoulder resting his chin near my neck.