The Biersack-Purdy Rebel

Everything is just 'Purdy' normal

Ashley wouldn’t leave me alone for the next few weeks. Always getting me everything I wanted. It was cute but I knew it was only because of the baby. He surprisingly took it very well...for the moment any way. Andy found out too about the band. He was furious! He talked to one of the mangers and got them kicked off the tour. I felt bad, I was still friends with Zack and Jesse. Thankfully though they found a good replacement and  they fit well with BVB for the rest of the tour. Seeing as I was going to stay on tour with BVB I wanted to actually work, so I convinced the guys to let me work in merchandise. Got loads of free stuff, not that I actually paid for any BVB merch any way but at least I could mix with some fans before and after  the show. Show of them even recognising me; asking about what happened with the band. I couldn’t help but tell them the truth...not about the baby but that Jacob was an ass! The BVB Army were family to me too.

 The show went amazing tonight, without any problems. So in order to celebrate the guys wanted to head down to the bar to have a few drinks. Tonight we had booked a hotel room just to get some good rest so looks like I had the place to myself.

“You sure your going to be okay?” Andy asked getting all protective again.
“Yes Andy I’ll be fine” I smiled,
“GO, I’ll be glad to get some time to my own any way” I laughed, giving him a hug good bye.
“If you need anything just call me okay” Ashley said giving me a kiss on the forehead.
“Be good for mummy” he added leaning closer to my tummy then gently placing a light kiss.

I loved the guys but I just needed some time alone. I ordered some room service then sat down and watched some really crap TV. I couldn’t wait for tomorrow, I was finally getting some time to go shopping and buy more clothes. Ones that actually fit! My tummy was getting so big, I felt so fat and ugly some times. My jeans hardy fit and my tops were tight on me now and to top it off Im sitting here eating room service! Ugh glad the guys are gone tonight least I can just relax and not care what I looked like for the moment.

‘Tell my little muchkin I miss her already’  Ashley text’ed. I smiled reading the words.
‘or him!’ I reminded Ashley then added that they miss him too. From the moment I told him a few weeks ago, he’s had this feeling it’s a girl. I don’t mind what it is, but I think all the guys would love a little princess around here.

I tried to lay down and get some sleep but the cold hotel bed just felt wrong. So I got up and headed to the bus for the familiarity of my bunk. Ashley and I in spite of me being pregnant are not exactly together; He wants to be around and help but in no way was going to settle down. He loved women way too much, so it didn’t surprise me when I heard banging and whispering coming from outside my bunk.
“Ashley...” giggled the female voice. Rolling my eyes, I peered out of my bunk and there he was, pushing her up against the cupboard kissing her neck. Ugh, I shook my head. I waited til it went quiet for a few moments then looking out I saw it was clear. Carefully I jumped out of my bunk and on to the floor, I took my phone and pillow with me. Quietly I made my way to the door until I heard a massive shriek.

Jumping I turned around and the woman I saw before was standing behind me, half naked screaming at me.
“What! What!” Ashley came stumbling out of the back room, Cow boy had on with nothing else but his boxers. I looked at him and then her.
“Ariel...I “ he stuttered.
“Don’t worry Ash, I’m leaving” I said trying to get away quickly.
“You know this kid?” the woman asked, emphasis on kid.
“Yeah...” he said looking over at me.
“She’s just my friends little sister” he muttered looking back at her.
Ouch! I could have ruined Ashley’s whole night right then and there telling her he got me pregnant but I wasn’t that mean...was I?
“C’mon Ashley” I heard the woman say quickly dismissing me and trying to get his attention back. I turned to the door and walked out. I didn’t know whether I was expecting Ashley to follow me or not.

I walked back up to the hotel room and saw Jinxx sitting at the table video chat with Sammi. I waved at him and then trudged off to my bed. I was glad I brought my pillow back with me, it smelt like Ashley. He was laying with me last night and rubbing my back because it was hurting. I didn’t know what I wanted from Ashley but I hated seeing him with other women.

I got up early the next morning, went out and had breakfast with CC and Jake. CC kept stealing things from my plate so I kept taking his bacon.
“Morning Ash” Jake greeted as Ashley sat next to me.
“Mornin’ “ he smirked.
“Have a good one?” CC grinned. Ash didn’t respond just made a slight gesture, then pinched toast from my plate.
“Im sorry about last night” he whispered to me.
“Don’t worry about it, I’m just your friend’s kid sister” I snapped jumping up and shoving the plate in front of him, I no longer was hungry. As soon as I said that, I regretted it. Ashley didn’t owe me anything; we certainly weren’t a couple so he could screw any one he liked.

It was a long morning and before we all got back on the bus I went for a walk. When I came back I saw Ashley standing near the bus, he was alone so at least I could apologise. I walked up and he didn’t say a word, so I took the initiative.
“Ashley, I’m sorry for what I said, I was wrong” I whispered, kicking a small rock in front of me with my boot.
“I’m sorry too, I thought you were in the hotel, that’s why I came to the bus” he answered.
I didn’t know what else to say, so I just stood there quietly. Next minute I felt a pair of arms go around me and pull me tight, it was Ash, I immediately hugged him back however he still like of her.

“I promise, I’ll be better” he whispered.
“Ashley, you don’t owe me anything, you can see who ever you want” I said, trying not to die with each word coming out my mouth. What was I doing? This is Ashley Purdy, the ‘Purdy Perv’ I don’t love him....