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~well wasnt that chapter just great? Thanks to fuenciad0 for helping on that and helping me in the future. Wow who knew Link would just come out like that to Caleb? 😂 //

-Caleb-

I was still trying to process the fact that Link is gay. So I just tried to go along and just ignore that fact. We...no I won the scavenger hunt. So now it was time to go back to the campsite. We got there and Link had his back towards me. So I decided to leave, I didn't want to have another gay episode with him. It was too much for me and for him, so it was better for me to leave and just wait for dinner. As I left i hid myself to see what Link's reaction was. He was a big smile and once he turned around I felt like he was gonna say something but he didn't see me so his smile was gone and he left to the cafeteria and meet his friends there.

Maybe Link isn't so bad.

What was I saying? I needed to go and read some books forget that this day ever happened. What was he doing to me? I hate this feeling inside of new. What was it? Pity? Did I actually felt something for Link?? Oh no this isn't good.

Lately I haven't been myself. And by that I mean being alone and just reading and not caring about anything. But now I have just been trying to think where Link was and what he was doing or thinking.

What did he do to me? I was not like this 3 weeks ago. I'm just happy that this camp is over in two weeks, then I'll never see him or anything and I can go back to being like I was. I couldn't be so glad about anything in my life, but going back to my old life was all I wanted to do right now.

After dinner I showered and just went to my room I didn't want to go outside or anything, it has been such an exhausting day and all I wanted was leave. I tried sleeping, but I heard the door opened. It's was him, Link, I totally forgot that I shared a room with him.
"Hey, I...i Uh wanted to say sorry and that I don't really want to be hanging out with them. All I want is to be your friend, since the first day I got here there was something about you that I cant explain at this moment that just told me to be with you." He was lookin down. Why? That's all I was thinking of, why?

"Okay?" I felt bad for saying that it's just I didn't know what else to say to him. I didn't felt the same i was just me. I didn't have anyone try hard to get me to be their friend or even more. I never really experienced a normal life.

You should give him a try. Try and be normal just like everyone

There was a voice in my head saying I should but I wasn't so comfortable with it just yet.

Don't try so hard to fight it, it's going to be okay.

There it was again, maybe I should just give in and try to give this friendship a try, but once this camp is over I might not see the only friend i would have. I made myself think too much. But these reasons were right why would I give someone the trust to be my friend and in a few weeks i wouldn't see them again? It just didn't make any sense.

"I'm sorry Link but this, whatever you call it, won't work out so go back to your posy and just forget it, because in a few weeks this program or camp or whatever it will be over and then what? Most of the people here don't even see each other so why even try?" It was harsh but it was the truth.

"It doesn't have to be like that, we can keep in touch i can get your number or email anything. You don't even know where I moved to or I don't even know where you live." He sounded a little devastated. I didn't want him to know where I live or my personal information, I didn't gave it to anyone but the school since in case of an 'emergency' they would call my mom. I just turned myself around because I didn't want to talk to him at all.

I felt him sitting on my bed. Oh please don't sleep with me, that's all I needed. I didn't want anything with him, seriously why does he even tries?

He left, I try to fall asleep. But I couldn't i was sure I didn't want him but something made me feel otherwise. What's wrong with me?

~ so this is how this chapter ends. Thank you guys for reading, stay tone 😊 but I hope Link keeps trying and trying hopefully the next chapter something happens between them two.