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~this is just a little background of Caleb, hoping I do good 😁~

Honestly why do I have to go to school?? Homeschooling was south better, there was no need for interaction. Sadly my teacher gave up on coming to my house and teach me all of that crap. If it was up to me i wouldn't go to school I would be a drop out, but since im the only child and my mom wants me to be successful, im doing this for her.

This is was first day in school being a freshman, i didn't have any friends or siblings. My life has been in four walls, with no one to talk to but my mom and my teacher who came to my house. I tried before but it didn't work, people just thought I was weird and abnormal so I never really had friends. By the time I was in middle school I stopped caring about making friends so I started reading books.

Books were the only thing that occupied my mind. They were the only friends I had, so by 5th grade I have a vocabulary of a freshman. And on top of being different i was the youngest one because I skipped a grade.

I wish I was normal at times but then I realize that no one is really normal, and for those who think they are that's not normal. It's crazy to think that my dad had a lot of faith in me, he thought I would've have been like a sports guy.

I have disappointed him, he did when I was 8. I still remember that smile that just made me feel better and the words of advice. Sometimes I wish he had taken me with him.

Why? Why did you have to take him away from me?

I asked God that question every time. Sometimes I wished it was my mom but that wouldn't be nice either.

End of flashbacks

Honestly I can't handle being another minute with Link being like this. I don't have a problem him being gay and whatnot. I'm just uncomfortable at the moment why would he just come here and be the new kid and want to be my friend so badly? I mean I don't mind, im not gay or bi but I haven't had a girlfriend cause no one really talks to me or I never talk to anyone. So I can't be sure what I am.

I wasn't sure if I actually liked Link or was it the idea of having someone actually there for me.

He came. He seemed to be sad. I wondered what happened, was i so mean? Should I ask him? What am I supposed to? I don't want to invade his privacy, but I haven't seen him like this before.

"What's wrong?" I asked, he looked at me. A second later he was kissing me, but I wasn't trying to stop it either. What was wrong with me?

Suddenly he stopped.

"Why you stopped? I asked
"I know you don't want this, in matter of fact I don't even know what you think at all. I have tried so hard, but it seems I can't get through you. I don't know if it's because I can't get through you that I like you or it's because I can't take it anymore" he said looking at me. I felt the tears in my cheeks.

"It's neither, it's because I'm socially awkward. I never had a friend or anyone who liked me I am not normal I am different. I can't have a normal friendship or relationship. I'm sorry" I looked away

He got off of me and just laid next to me.
"If you let me, I'll be your guide I'll help you and you'll see what a great thing is to be more open and have friends. Instead of burying yourself in books, no offense of course."
"None taken"

"So if you let me please, let me in and I'll be there in every step of the way" he kissed my cheek.

This was the second night he had been acting depressed lately. But it's not because I pitied him that I was gonna say yes, I felt something towards him.

"Yes, so does this means we are official? A couple?" I asked

"Yes" he kissed my lips.

We just slept there, slowly listening to nature.

~ I hope this small chapter is good cause I didn't know what else to write 😩 just hoping the next new chapters are great. Omg Link and Caleb are a thing now 😭. Linleb? Cink? 😂 you decide. See you in a day or two 😁