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This chapter will be a great one! 😭😂 hopefully - on a different not will you guys go an read my other story? My Secret Lover 😁🙈

After Link took a shower I was still in bed.

"Babe it's your turn to take a shower" he said kissing me.

"Okay, but don't try and open the door! Okay, cause you can be a little nosey at time" he stuck his tongue out.

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A few minutes later I was out and Link was asleep. He was cute when he slept, thought he was cute regardless.

I changed and just slide in bed as well i put my head on his chest wrapped my hand around his waist. And just fell asleep.

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The next day I realized that we only had three days left. But when I woke up Link wasn't there.

I looked for him and i hear the door open.

"Oh you're awake, I wasn't expecting you to be awake so early" he said "as you know we only have 3 days left together in camp and I want to make the most out of it." He smiled at me.

I didn't know how to break it to him. I mean yes I wanted to be with him but it's better to come back to reality and end things up.

I mean I could still enjoy today with him but tomorrow has to be the day I have to tell him it's over, even though it hurts I have to do it. I don't like long distance relationship.

I feel like they don't always work, plus I would like to be with someone who i can touch and have in front of me knowing they won't cheat.

"So what do you have planned for today?" I asked him

"Well it seems like someone is impatient" he kissed my cheek, "first of all go brush your teeth your breath smells" he started laughing "then get ready."

"Okay I'll be out in a few" I go in the bathroom. I just noticed I never really did something for him. All I made was to push him away and it will be worst for tomorrow. I don't even know how he will react I wish I had someone I could talk about this. Maybe it could have helped some how having my moms advice.

Why does things have to be so difficult? But then again no one has said it would have been easy. But I wish I had someone to help me in the way.

Wondering so many things but I need to enjoy right now and worry later. I just don't know how to break it to Link.

Was i the worst person? What could he think of me after this?

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After being a whole day again with Link I was becoming more and more nervous about tomorrow and how i will be.

I was the first one to take a shower, since lately we have been spending more time together than anyone else. Link gave up on his 'friends' although we had different group counselor at the end we always end up together. We have been eating in the cabin, they didn't care as long as we weren't doin anything and brought the trays back.

What would have we been doing? Nothing, we haven't done anything just sleep together and kiss. I'be never given any attention that some people might think we have done it....

Did Link think about it? Omg! Have he? What if he wants to buy its too afraid or what if he has done it before?

I've been a virgin my whole life....

What am I thinking about?!!?!?!? I just need to focus on taking a shower an how I'm going to do it tomorrow.

I get out and Link once again fell asleep. So I jump on top of him waking him up, his sleepy face looking up at me.

"Hey SleepyHead, it's your turn to take a shower" i told him

"Oh, okay, umm I wished I could've showered with you." He looks away

What was that he said? Omg, did he ever have fantasy of us?! Omg what am I saying?!!!

"Oh Caleb, I'm sorry I..I didn't mean it like that. That just slipped out, I didn't mean to say it out loud. Now you might think I'm some type of perv or something, I'm not. I love you and it's fine if we don't end up doing it until like we're married or something, now I'm going to go an take a shower."

As he left i just stayed there with a blank face. I didn't know what else to think, Link said 'doing it' 'married' in the same sentence.

Now it's going to be even harder breaking the news to him.

Great. Just great.

After he got out of the shower he came to my bed.

"Hey Link, I would like to sleep in my bed alone tonight."

"Oh? Okay, if that's what you want then I'll go sleep in mine. I'll be up there if you want anything okay?" He kissed my forehead and left. I kind of felt bad for him but amid us there couldn't be anything.

It's hard to do this I started crying. I don't know how long I cried, but it seemed like forever.

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I felt so sick! I don't know at what time I felt asleep yesterday. But all I know is that I have to do this.

"Hey Link?"

"Yeah? Is something wrong babe?"

"There is, as you know tomorrow we go back home and well...." I look down at the floor, I felt like I was going to throw up.

"Well what? What's wrong Caleb? Come on you can tell me"

"I was just giving it an idea for a while now, and i feel like we should just quit. Stop pretending and just forget."

"What are you trying to say?" He was now sitting on the edge of my bed.

"What I'm trying to say is that we need to break up an go on our separate way, let's stop pretending that there will ever be something between us. And just move on with life, I'm sorry but who know's if I'll ever see you again and j don't want to have the hopes and in the end have nothing."

There was a long pause, he was just looking at the floor.

"Please say something Link" he still didn't say anything.

"I know how you feel but there's no reason to do this, there's something we can do. I'll do whatever it takes to keep you Caleb i don't want to lose you not now not ever. I only live with my aunt and her boyfriend. My parents are back in England, all I have is you. I love you Caleb, please don't do this"

Ugh this is what I didn't want. I seemed like the bad guy.

"I'm sorry Link but I can't keep it up anymore, maybe in the future IF we see each other again we can reconnect the connection we once had but for now let's not make it hard for each other. But I do thank you for the experience you have given me during the time we have been here." I got up and tried tot walk away but Link grabs my hand he was crying.

"Caleb, I'll do anything please don't" I get out of his grip and start running. He didn't follow.

I didn't need this not now, he needed to cool down and I have to go back there once it was a little late. Maybe around lunch time. I just didn't want to be with anyone. Like if that was a problem since I had a lot of friends. I didn't want to be around people. Maybe by then everything would be cooled down.

// wow what a story! 😭 omg Caleb! Why you go and break Link's heart? Well what now? 😒🙈