The girl that could not love /Draco Malfoy

Sixth Chapter: Big mistake

I woke up the next morning feeling numb again. Thank god because I forgot how to deal with emotions. I mean I am a tribrid but I promised my dad I would never turn my humanity off.

"Good morning sunshine," said Draco as he exited the bathroom.

"Good morning," I said and got up to go shower.

I guess Mattheo and Kai went already down to breakfast but I wasn't feeling hungry so I told Draco to go without me and that I would meet them down in the Great Hall in a little bit.

I showered got ready put my makeup on and went to class. The first lesson was with Snape of all people.

"Good morning professor," I said as I entered the class early.

"Good morning Hel, since when are you coming early to my lessons?"

"I don't know if it's the first and last time that happens." I snapped.

I sat in my seat and waited for the lesson to begin. A few minutes later students started to enter the class one by one. When Draco and others entered the class they sat with me and looked at me confused. I just looked to the front of the class not in the mood to talk.

The rest of the lessons were silent I ignored and avoided everyone. Lunch came around and I set at the end of the table hoping no one would notice me. Thank god one saw me so I ate quickly and left to go outside.

I sat beside the lake thinking about how my life was before all the problems. Now everything fell apart I lost everything. My life, my love, everything. I feel drained.

I heard footsteps approaching behind me. I didn't bother to turn around I didn't care anymore. It's not like I ever cared. When he did I swore to never love anyone ever again and I couldn't my heart broke and my love left together with him.

"Hey," a familiar voice said.

"Hey," I whispered.

It was a comfortable silence. For a few minutes, no one talked. When I turned to see who it was it was Draco already staring back at me.

"What's up?" I asked as I looked back at the water. I don't know how long I was out there because now the sun is starting to set.

"You've been distant today. Is everything okay?" he said softly smiling.

"Everything is fine. Don't worry."

"Yeah right. You know you can't lie to me. Right?"

"Well, then it's good that I am not lying to you." I looked at him pissed off now.

He just stood there staring at me not knowing what to say. I stunned him with my energy even tho he knew absolutely everything about me.

"Let's go inside," I said and got up to leave. I didn't wait for him. I couldn't I was about to break.

We walked back to the dorm in silence. No one dared to speak. I changed into my PJs and went to bed I was too tired to deal with any of them. I fell asleep hoping to wake up feeling better.

(Next morning)

I woke up feeling even worse than yesterday. I thought about turning my emotions off but I promised. I will think about it.

Everyone was still asleep as I got up to get ready for the day. I left our dorm before anyone else and decided to go for a walk before my first class.

The sun started to rise as I walked to the lake same as yesterday. It was fresh not too cold and not too warm.

I checked the time and saw that I needed to get to my lesson. I wanted to turn my emotions off so badly but I needed to wait a little longer.

A day flew by so slowly that I wasn't focused in class at all and neither did I speak to anyone. I did it again. Isolated me from everyone once again. I went to our dorm and decided to just stay in for the rest of the day. Others were somewhere as we had afternoons free.