•𝗡𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗼 𝘄𝗶𝗰𝗸'𝘀 𝗡𝗲𝘄 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲•

𝙏𝙞𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙩

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𝗕𝗿𝗶'𝘀 𝗣𝗼𝘃
𝗝𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀𝗼𝗻𝘃𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗲, 𝗙𝗟📍

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I was getting my make up done before the wedding today which was in 2 hours, I was just thinking and thinking and thinkin, do I really wanna do this?

Can I even go through with it?

I sighed as she got done with my look, she took out a mirror to let me see it, I smiled nodding paying her then leaving her shop.

I walked out to my car hopping in as i shifted my gears from park to drive pulling out of the parking lot, as I was driving I was lost deep in my thoughts

My thoughts weren't helping me with this situation at all, if anything making it worse.

Eventually I made it to the place we were supposed to be getting our nails and toes done at, i hopped out seeing Alayah, Tiana, and Jenniah at the front door hugging them all seeing that they had their hair and makeup done as well.

after we got done with our nails and toes which took an hour, we headed to the place of our wedding to gone head and get dressed

my heart pounding the wedding was so close to starting, I'm not ready..I'm not fucking ready. I can't..or maybe I can and I'm just over thinking it

Maybe I'm dragging it a bit too much..

We headed in the women's room to get dressed it was a big room full of mirrors and all of our dresses hung on a rack, "this is soo exciting!" Jenniah smiled making me send a nervous smile back to her

they started putting on their dresses and so did I, "can someone help me zip this up?" I asked as Tiana came behind me zipping my zipper up on my dress as she fluffed it out

I sat in a chair putting on my white heels even though you couldn't see them when my dress was pulled down, I put on a diamond necklace paired with some diamond earrings.

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀:

I looked in the mirror at myself sighing as Jenniah came behind me hugging me, "you can do this..don't be nervous." She assured me makin me feel slightly better

I picked my phone up from the dresser texting Jamar.
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Me
Are you here?
Read 6:01

My 🕳❤️.
Yeah I'm gettin dressed you here?

Me
Yeah me and the girls are getting dressed right now.
Read 6:03

My 🕳❤️.
Ight I'll see you later baby🖤

Me
See you later my luv.
Read 6:05

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I sighed sitting in a chair just staring at my reflection, what I saw was a girl missing a piece of herself not knowing where it went..what's missing?

I have everything I've ever wanted, I'm getting married, I have a family, and I'm living with the boy I love.

So what am I missing, where's my other half of my heart? Where did it go?

One of the ladies who was hosting our wedding came in, "people are arriving ma'am." She said as i nodded seeing her walk back out

I took a huge deep breath in shakily breathing back out, for some reason I could feel my heart starting to ache terribly

My mama always used to tell me, 'your happy ending don't end with no Prince Charming.'

So is Jay not the one for me? Am I moving too fast into things?

I was so nervous everything we practiced for the wedding just flew out my head, I was lost and hurting on the inside

marrying just didn't feel right, maybe it's just nerves..yeah that's it, it's just my nerves!

about 50 minutes later the same lady came back in telling me they were ready for me to come out.

Fuck.

I got up grabbing my bouquet of white flowers walking out the door, if your wondering the girls left like 10 minutes ago to go get into their positions

I walked out of the room walking down the hallway to see two big door already opened, I walked to the door seeing people stare at me, I started walking down the aisle slowly looking around for Nardo who wasn't nowhere to be seen

I kept walking getting lost in my thoughts looking back up seein I already made it to the front.

I stood across from Jamar who looked so handsome as the preacher was in the middle of us.

it was silent for about ten seconds as he started saying he marriage shit, "Do you Jamar Philips promise to always love and take care of this beautiful woman 'Brisha Johnson'?"

"I do." Jamar said as the preacher turned to look at me, "do you Brisha Johnson promise to always love and take care of this man 'Jamar Philips'?"

"I...."

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•what do you think her answer will be?

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