FUBU (Fuck buddies)

Chapter 12 LONGING FOR YOU

VEGAS POV

(Fast forward 2yrs after pete left him in vegas pov)

I'm in my room driking devastated and full of pain.

Dad beat me up because I didn't do well on my task that he assign to me.

I feel numb all of my body and what hurts me more is my fathers word.

"You and your brother is not worth to be my son"

"I'm unlucky to have you and your brother"

"You are disgusting"

it's hurts that all my life i fight just to please him I do everything I kill people to satisfy my fathers will to gain his attention that someday he will be proud of me.

But even if i did all my best he never seen my effort he's still comparing me with others.

I suddenly remembered pete, when my father always beat me up or shout out me with his dirty talk.

Pete is the only one i can run to, pete is my warm in my life of full of dark, hates, pain and violence.

Pete's bright smiles makes my world colorful.

But where are you now pete why did you left me.

I need you now pete.

I hope you here so i can lean on you.

It's been 2 years since pete left me but i never gave up to find his whereabouts even his parents is still finding him.

I don't know why pete did this if he really don't want to see me its okay but his parents need him.

His parents are worried for him and im worried too i miss him so much.

I'm still hoping that I will see him again, still hoping that even if his feelings for me its not the same anymore as it was, im still hoping that he let me explain and talk to him.

I have so many story to tell you pete your friend porsche are now dating with my cousin i envy kinn so much.

I was thinking what if we end up too together.

I was thingking what if i tell to you sooner that i have feelings for you at the first time that i ask you to be my fubu.

Will you let me court you instead?

Pete i miss you so much

I don't know what poison you make me drink that i love you this much.

Pete plsss comeback to me.

To be continue....

AN:This was a short update since u just put it here vegas pov before we move on to the continuations of pete's pov and his pregnancy.

btw thankyouu all to those who support me for those who votes and commenting waiting for my updates thankyouu so much it's really mean a lot to me loveyouu all.