Tw: Self harm and suicidal thoughts!
"Why does everyone hate me? Why can't I be a good teammate? Why do I even exist??" I said to myself over the rooftop. I had tears running down my face.
"I should just just jump already.." The voices of the bullies echoed in my mind
"Hahah look at this pathetic loser! You should just jump already no one will care!"
"Ugly"
"Stupid"
"Pathetic"
"Loser"
My f/c tinted tears began falling quicker and my vision was blurred. But even then I got out a pencil and some paper and began writing. Writing to my best friend and crush Bobble she was always there for me, but even so I still haven't told her about my suicidal thoughts and cuts on my arms.
Dear Bobble,
I'm sorry but I jumped. I just couldn't take it anymore, don't go thinking it's your fault though. But can you atleast do one thing for me? Never stop smiling, besides I'm not worth smiling for anyway I'm just some loser who doesn't deserve life. Bobble, I love you and I'm sorry but goodbye.
I finished writing and folded the note.
I took of my shoes.
Then, my jacket
Undid my Tenta-hair (if you have it up)
I looked down at the cuts on my arms.
And jumped...
But I didn't feel myself falling.. someone took my hand?! I looked up. It was Bobble! She had blue tears coming down her face. She pulled me up.
"Y-Y/n.. why did you try jumping?" She was quivering.
"Because I don't deserve life it's not like anyone would care anyways.." Before I knew it Bobble pulled me into a tight hug.
"Y/n..I care...I love you"
"I love you too Bobble...
Me and Bobble started dating and I started getting help with my depression, people were still mean but I didn't let it bother me too much as I had what I wanted. Bobble
Guys, if you ever feel this way or think about Killing yourself please get help. :) sorry it's so short like the others but oh well.
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