Being Niall Horan's Secret Girlfriend.

They're out for the day, We're in for the day and he meets them.

Lexi's P.O.V.

Zayn has kept to his word. Everyone got up early and left, to where? I have no idea, no clue at all. So if I freak out and change my mind and need help they could all be in freaking Texas!

The reason they all got up early is so that Niall wouldn't have the chance to see if he could go with them, smart I know.

Currently I have just seen to the twins and I am now sat on the sofa in the lounge waiting for Niall to get up so I can talk to him. I doubt he'll want to talk to me after our argument last night though. I tunred my head to the sound of his footsteps coming down the stairs.

"Where is everyone?" Niall asked his voice sounding rough.

"Uh they went out." I told him, he nodded and turdged into the kitchen. I got up and followed him in. Might as well get it over with and let him met the twins.

"So do you, I mean would you like to see the twins?" I asked him leaning on the kitchen side. He looked up shocked but more confused. I watched as  he thought, probably trying to figure out why I had had a change of heart.

"Yes, yeah." he coughed out with a half smile on his face. I nodded and walked up to my room with him on my heels anxious to see the twins.

I stopped at the door because Niall put his hand on my shoulder. I looked at him quzzically. He looked as though he was about to say something but instead just shook his head. I turned back to the door and pushed it open.

I didn't look at Niall as we entered the room or as I picked up James and cradeled him. Niall didn't say anything either. I had no idea how he had reacted.

I finally gathered the courage to look to him, he was standing over Andy's crib watching him with a smile on his face. I silently walked over and stood next to him with James in my arms. Both the twins were fast asleep, I'm 100% sure if the opened their eyes Niall would recognise he was the dad.

"This ones Andy isn't it?" he asked pointing to Andy. I nodded shocked wondering how he figured that out.

"How did you-"

"He looks like an Andy." he explained. Niall reached his hand down towards the sleeping baby boy and stroked his cheek gently. I set James down next to Andy in the crib so Niall could watch both of them. 

He brushed his hand past James' cheek to before quickly pulling it away. He turned and exited the room quickly.

Okay, what?

I walked out of the room closing the door behind me and calling out for Niall. 

"Niall?" I shouted unsure to where he had gone "Niall?" I shouted louder this time. Why did he have the sudden change of attitued? I followed my instinct and went down stairs guessing that is where he had retreated too.

I entered the lounge and saw Niall sitting on the sofa with his head in his hands, I could tell he was crying, his body was shaking and he was breathing heavily.

"Niall wh-" I trailed off in a whisper going and sitting next to him. What should I do?

He looked upand looked stright into my eyes just holding my eye contact. My breath hitched in my throat as I realized just how beautiful his are.

"Who's are they?" he asked in a whisper. I blinked and turned away breaking the intencity between us.

"Lexi, Who's. Are. They?" he asked, being completely serious. 

"Why are your crying?" I asked instead of answering his question.

"Thinking about you and another guy, doing that , and now you have them kids. You have that bond with another guy, it hurts. A lot." he explained to me.

I couldn't think all I could get out was "Oh."

"Who is- who is the guy?" he asked.

"No one." I told him.

"So you had twins with no one?" he laughed bitterly. "Do I know him?" he persisted, intent on finding out.

"Yeah." I told him, he almost choked.

"Are they Zayn's?" he asked quietly.

"What?! No!" I screeched, wondering how the hell he had come to that conclusion. I watched him waiting for his next question but he just stared at me waiting to see what I would say next.

 "Do you know who's they are?" he questioned after a silence.

I nodded my head "Niall, I've only ever slept with one person in the past 2 years." I explained to him hoping he was going to realize they were his, I don't want to tell him but there's a nagging in the back of my head.

Make him figure it out.

That's what I planned to do. We sat in a short silence, he stared at the ground, I could tell he was thinking alot. I watched as he raised his gaze.

"You slept with me though." he sighed, I watched as realization crossed his features. He slowly looke me straight in the eye.

"They're?" he managed to choke out. 

I hesistated before nodding slightly. My breath caught in my throat. How's he going to react?

A/N Aghhhhhhhh he knows!!! hurrah!!! So um yeah..... MY ONE DIRECTION TICKETS FOR MARCH 31ST ARE HERE AND I'M 16 ROWS BACK FROM THE STAGE!!!! 

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