It's been a few months since my performance at Jimmy Fallon, and I've been getting better for myself. Which has been great. I'm just getting back from a vacation to the islands, my album came out right before I went on vacation. The outcome made me so happy.
I built a house for love to grow I was so young that it was hard to know I'm as lost now as I was back then Always make a mess of everything It's about time that I face myself All I do is bleed into someone else Painting walls with all my secret tears Filling rooms with all my hopes and fears
As, I'm walking through the compound I hear yelling making me shake my head before heading straight to my room.
But oh my, oh my I'll never learn if I never leap I'll always yearn if I never speak
As I unlock my door, I see a body form in my bed make me look confused. I close the door locking it setting my things to the side. I go around to see there face and I see a exhausted Wanda in my hoodie making me sigh.
To be loved and love at the highest count Means to lose all the things I can't live without Let it be known that I will choose to lose It's a sacrifice but I can't live a lie Let it be known, let it be known that I tried
"Wands. Sweets wake up." I say caressing her cheek "Mmm no leave me alone. I want my y/n/n." She mumbles turn on her stomach "Wanda it is me." I say and she turns back to me with her eyes open
She immediately smiles pulling me into a hug.
I'm so afraid but I'm open wide I'll be the one to catch myself this time Trying to learn to lean in to it all Ain't it funny how the mighty fall? Looking back I don't regret a thing Yeah, I took some bad turns that I am owning I'll stand still and let the storm pass by Keep my heart safe 'til the time feels right
"I've missed you so much." She says sighing "I've missed you too Wands." I say combing my fingers through her hair "I thought you were going to extend your time there?" She asks pulling away slightly "I thought about it but even though I spent some time away I felt I was ready to be back." I says and she nods "Do the others know your back?" She asks cuddling into my touch "No, actually I came straight here." I say but she gets somewhat comfortable "Oh." She says playing with my bracelets "Let's go tell them I'm home and I can make us some food." I say and she nods
But oh my, oh my I'll never learn if I never leap I'll always yearn if I never speak
We get out of bed, I take off my shoes leaving me in a sweatpants, a tank top with sports bra and underwear. As we walk down she talks about somethings I missed but it wasn't anything major.
"I hate you guys." I hear my dad says as we enter the common room "Good to know you guys got along without me." I said making them turning to me "Omg." My dad says before jumping out of seat running to me
To be loved and love at the highest count Means to lose all the things I can't live without Let it be known that I will choose to lose It's a sacrifice but I can't live a lie Let it be known
He hugs me telling me how much he missed me and me likewise.
"So are you back for good?" Morgan asks sitting in my lap "Yeah, morgs." I say and she kisses my cheek softly before running off
"So, what happened when I was gone?" I asks as Wanda walks away to the bathroom "Uhh, Wanda actually haven't been out your room since around the time you left." Bucky says scratching his neck "Not even for food?" I question and he shakes his head no before someone throws a pillow at him
Let it be known that I cried for you Even started lying to you What a thing to do All because I wanted
"And your just telling me now?!" I say before walking out
I wait for Wanda to come out the bathroom leaning on the wall.
"Oh hi." She says smiling softly "Hello, come on." I say giving out my hand
She tilts her head in response and I do just the same thing.
"Just trust me." I say and she sighs taking my hand
I walk to my room grabbing my keys our shoes and my wallet before leading her right back out. We go to my car, I open the door for her before getting in on my side.
"Where are we going?" She asks as I start the car "Like i said trust me." I say and she nods smiling softly
To be loved and love at the highest count Means to lose all the things I can't live without Let it be known, known, known That I will choose, I will lose It's a sacrifice but I can't live a lie Let it be known
As, I'm driving I take her hand entwining them then resting them on her lap causing a smile to form on her face making me smile.
"Name a food place." I say tapping the steering wheel "What?" She asks looking over at me "Name a random food place." I say and she thinks "Chinese takeout. Our favorite." She says and I nod
I make my way towards our favorite takeout place.
"Stay here." I tell her and she nods
I go in ordering our food before paying and leaving to joining Wanda back in the car. I drive back to the compound we go to my room before eating our food while watching a movie.
"Why did you decide to do this for me?" She asks as her legs lay across my lap "Because you decided to leave out the fact you've been in this room since I've left and haven't ate." I say putting down my takeout box "I-um." She starts as her hands began to shake "It's okay you don't have tell me if you don't want to. Just know I'm always here to talk and listen." I say rubbing her thigh gently and she sighs nodding "Thank you, darling." She says and I nod smiling softly "No problem." I say sincerely
Time Skip
It's been a bit since we ate, right now I'm getting some snacks for us, for a movie night in my room.
Let it be known that I tried, that I tried Let it be known that I tried
"You look happier." A voice says as I was grabbing fruit "I'm trying." I say to the woman who broke my heart "I'm sorry about what happened." She says sighing "I'm not because what happened taught me things that i couldn't see for myself. I learned to love myself before loving someone. But it shows I tried." I say before leaving the kitchen with the snacks
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