Zak POV
"Lya im just really confused.. I don't know!" I rant to my best friend Lya back in Texas. "Hold on hold on, your talking too fast. What are you exactly confused about?" She asks. "Ughhh" I scoff, "I don't know about my sexual orientation, like gay, straight or whatever else there is." I finish
"Why are you worrying about this now?" She sighs. I pause, I know the reason but I don't wanna say it just right now. "I'm just curious I guess." I lie, grinding my teeth nervously. "Oh, Really? I'm not stupid. Zak. I know when your lying, I've been your best friend for almost 10 years!" She exclaims. I roll my eyes "Whatever, but can you just please help me with this?! I can't sleep thinking about it."
"Okay fine. I'm gonna ask you some questions and you have to answer them TRUTHFULLY." Lya says. I nod, not realising she can't see me "mhm." I murmur. "Okay." She smacks her lips together. "Is there a special.. male, out there?" Lya questions. I gulp, pursing my lips. "Yeah." I mumble nervously, trembling. "Ramble to me about him." She says. What?
"Okay.." I mutter to myself, but loud enough for her to hear it. "His eyes oh my gosh, they are emerald and look so clear — just like a crystal. His hair is long but fluffy at the same time, it's straight and brunette; Don't event get me started on his cute giggle he does every time he laughs. Sometimes I'm jealous on how pretty he is. His personality is everything you need, the way he rambles and moves his hands while talking at the same time just makes my heart flutter, he's smart and funny at sometimes. He's easy to tease." I finish all very quickly.
"Homosexual." Lya speaks, bursting out into a laughing fit. "Oh my goshh" I cover my blushing face with my sweater paws. Lya stops laughing, "You still like woman right?" She questions me. I reply "Yeah."
"How about other genders.. other than men and woman." She asks. "No thanks." I answer truthfully. "Okay.." she starts to deafen, "Last question, do you prefer men or woman? It's perfectly fine if you have no preference." She finally asks. I hesitate for a second. "Woman."
"Okay I think I know now.." Lya smacks her lips making a small pop sound. "Please tell me."
Lya takes a deep breath
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"Bisexual, with a woman preference."
It feels like the words just rolled off her tongue like honey. "So I'm, half gay?" I stammer, "It's weird when you say it like that Zak." She chuckles.
Bisexual?
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